Heavens Fallen Angel [Andy Biersack x Reader]

Sleeping Beauty ans the Handsome Prince

Chapter 20

I woke up again but this time on the floor in Andy's arms. His bare chest rose and fell with each breath he took. His breath at a steady slow pace. I looked up at him. His black hair covering his face. I gently moved it and smiled laying against him. I sat there for about a minute till Andy shifted. I looked up to see a smiling Andy. His blue eyes glimering. I smiled. "Hey" I mumbled.

His voice echoed threw me as he spoke. "Hello sleeping beauty." His deep voice was rough and sexy. Did I just say that?

I just stared into his endless blue eyes. They held secrets I could tell but I knew by the hold he had on those secret, the look in his eyes the door to it had a key. I want to find that key. I feel that if I don't I wont know what he has inside ever. Why do I want to know so badly?

I shoke away my endless thoughts standing up. I felt his hand fall from mine. I hadn't notice till now our hands were intertwined together till his hand swiftly fell from mine and once it did I felt as if I was missing something.

I was still baring skin. Skin against his. Oh but his skin on mine made me feel safer. Its funny how insecure we feel without or clothing yet when I was laying with him I never did. Though I still felt as if I should cover up to hold secrets.

So I put on a Motley Crue tank top on and shorts that I made sure covered my cuts. Ha. What was the point he probably saw them. I stood still as I stared at my hideous reflection. Sadness waved over me like a huge wave in the ocean's tide. When he leaves he won't ever come back. I'm just a freak. My lifes a nightmare. All I know now though is that the one thing I fear and don't believe us ever real I'm feeling. I feel in love. A stupid thought I know. Love doesn't exist. But with Andy it just might.

*ANDYS POV*

I watched as she drifted of to sleep. Her beautiful eyes closing holding her secrets in. I couldn't help but smile. She was so beautiful and perfect. I wish she could see that.

I moved my hands along the side of the fragil body. Taking in all her beauty. I felt her smooth skin against my hand till....what was that. I felt bumps on her perfect skin. I frowned. She had done it more then once. She had done it in more then just one place. I moved my thumb against her uper thigh. Looking down I saw perfect lines. Perfect scars. Perfectly fresh cuts. I wish she hadn't. I wish she wasn't so hurt. If I could only keep her safe. No. I couldn't she doesn't love me as I do her. I can't love. It's impossible. But I could. I can. I am. I love her. Smiling at the thought i moved my hand to her holding it and linking our fingers together. Her small body moved slightly. She smiled in her peaceful sleep and giving a small squeeze to my hand. I smiled brightly as I brought her hand up to my lips kissing her hand and lowering it peacefully slipping to the dark and restful state of sleep.

Sometime past and I had slept holding the love I need but can't have in my arms. I love her to much. I love her so much it hurts. I moved slightly, drunk (A/N he isnt literaly drunk its expression wise) in sleep. I looked at the beauty awoken. Dazed in her beauty i could only smile.

"Hey." Only a small murmur had slipped threw. I couldn't help but smile even more.

"Hello sleeping beauty." My voice rough and low. I saw a small tint of red crawl on her face. What was that about?

I stared into her eyes. She stared back into mine but I didn't mind as long as I could look into her stary eyes. Our gaze soon broke as she blinked and looked down. She stood up and our hands slipped apart. My hand slidding down to my lap. I felt broken as it did for some reason as if i was missing a part of me. I looked down at my hand. It felt cold and empty.

I relieved myslef from the feeling looking up as she put on a Motly Crue tank on and shorts that ahe tugged on slightly. This girl has good taste. If she loves Motley Crue she is obviosly the love if my life. Batman, Motley Crue? She only makes me love her more.

She just stood there stareing at her reflection. Was she feeling insecure. She seemed lost deep in tought. God if she only knew. I stood up walking up behind her. I didn't quiet know what I was doing but it felt right. I wrapped my arms around her waist and engulfed her in a hug resting my head on hers.

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Sooooooo yeah ok I kinda need advise right now so should i keep this a your pov or make it a character instead of you. Maby give her a name idk it just feels idk just HELP PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSSEEE

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