I am a secret [Tom Hiddleston]

Chapter 8

"I-I-I just wanted to speak with you, in private..." Lilly mumbled, at the point of crying and I quickly looked at Tom.

"Leave us, go downstairs." I said to Tom and he quickly walked downstairs.

Lilly ran into my arms, and I hugged her tight.

"Phil doesn't know yet." she whispered and I gestured her to sit down on my couch.

"Tell him, you've been dating him for like forever. If he was willing to have sex with you he must also be willing to raise a child with you." I said as I sat down next to her.

"He's coming over tonight..." she then sighed and I nodded.

"Then I'll tell him." she said and I softly padded her shoulder.

"It's gonna be okay, and if Phil will be angry I'll let Tom beat him up." I said making her chuckle.

"So about you and Tom... What happened to just roommates?" she asked as she raised an eyebrow.

"Long story short, he kissed me, I didn't kiss back, it was just one." I said but she crossed her arms.

"Give me the full story." she said making me sigh.

I then explained the whole story, no tears were made, I'm proud of myself.

"So he loves you, oooh, he looooooves you." she sang making me slap her arm.

"Stop! It was just for one time, that's all." I said but she raised an eyebrow.

"Second hottest man on the planet and you even regret kissing him, what is wrong with you?!" she exclaimed making me giggle.

"I guess I'm just not into british guys, sorry." I said and she sighed.

"How can't you be? He has a accent to die for!?" she exclaimed making me sigh deeply.

"He has a lovely accent, but I already told him I didn't love him so it'd be weird if I'd just be like 'yeah, I hated you five minutes ago but now I'm ready to make out and love you'." I said and she nodded agreeing.

"Just drop subtle hints then... If he won't notice I'll help." she said smiling and I raised my eyebrows.

"Sure, now let's go downstairs. Let's make dinner together." I said as I grabbed her hand and dragged her downstairs.

I saw Tom playing Fifa against Sander, my oldest brother, and Tom was winning.

"Hey Tom?" I asked and he quickly hummed, but still making sure to keep his eyes on the game.

"Yes, darling?" Tom replied and Lilly quickly punched my arm.

"I'm gonna make dinner, do you care to help?" I asked and he quickly turned to my brother.

"Bros before hoes." Felix said making me gasp.

"Hey?! I am not a whore!?" I exclaimed and Felix put his hands up in surrender.

"It's only a metaphor, calm down." he then said making me sigh.

"I'll go help you, darling." Tom said as he handed his controller to Felix.

"You're weak, Tom." Felix mocked making me chuckle.

"And happy to be." he said dragging me into the kitchen.

"So should I still help?" Lilly asked but I raised my shoulders.

"I think we'll make pizza, so I'd guess not." I said and she walked away while giving me a small wink.

"The dough first." I said as I grabbed the already done dough.

"We can just roll like five of these out then we'd have enough for the whole family." I said as I grabbed four more packets.

"Okay, I'll try and find all the other ingredients." he said and he gave me a small kiss on the top of my head before opening every single drawer.

I started rolling out all the dough, but trying to watch what Tom was doing very careful.

After half an hour Tom and I were done with the pizza and covered in flour.

Everyone was sitting on the couch, watching some kind of movie, I wasn't really paying attention to the movie...

I was paying attention to the guy that was seated next to me, earplugs in his ears and scrolling through his social media.

"Tom?" I asked and he quickly pulled one earplug out of his ear.

"Yeah? What's up?" he asked with the most unknowing and sweet smile ever.

"What are you doing?" I asked and he smiled once again, so hot...

"Just scrolling through some social media, texting some people, all those kinds of things." he said and I nodded understanding.

"What are you listening to?" I asked and he carefully placed one earplug into my ear.

I knew he had a different taste of music than me, he likes the older music, I like all kinds of music mostly just new things though.

He than carefully placed one arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment I was having.

Then I heard a small snore, Tom was asleep...

"Slaapt hij? (Is he sleeping?)" Lilly asked and I carefully nodded.

"Ik denk het. (I think so.)" I wispered and she grinned.

"Z'n arm, het is om je schouder, hoe schattig!? (His arm, it's around your shoulder, how cute!?)" she exclaimed but I quickly shushed her.

"Sssst, ik wil hem niet wakker maken. (Ssst, I don't wanna wake him up.)" I said calmly making her roll her eyes.

I then closed my eyes fantasizing about Tom, I am weird....

Thomas William Hiddleston
Mari Hiddleston

Those blue eyes, those bright blue eyes.

The cheekbones, so gorgeous, no words for.

The ears, slightly expanding his head and face, silly but very cute.

And the thing that just describes Tom, his sentence.

Hehehehehehe.

So adorable, who can not love that?