The Story Of My Life

The Beginning

It all started when i was 13...

Like any random kid, i was watching a movie but then i saw a 'weird' thing, something that i never expected seeing (at least that's what i used to think). I saw two boys making out on TV. At first it was a little weird, but then i kind of kept watching it... And liking it.

A few minutes later, I started thinking of my sexuality, which was pretty hard for a 13 years old living in an Arabic country. Even if I'm living in any other country, being gay is wrong according to society and religions.
But I ignored the fact that I actually liked it and moved on with my life because i was attracted (sexually, emotionally etc) to girls too and I didn't think anything of it
I was really shy back at the time, i used to turn red if someone i didn't know was talking to me and so on. I hated it, I used to hate myself for it and I worked so hard to get rid of it. (It was gone when i was 16)
But hey i used to turn red which is my favorite color so 💁🏼

And oh, im almost 18 now.