The Story Of My Life

My first love

Nothing interesting happened when i was 14, everything was normal, same friends, routine and so on

When i was 15, i was a junior, this year was probably the year that changed my entire life.
In my school, the classroom tables are for two. So we had a math homework to do, and my friend, well he's not my friend he's a boy who's always asking me questions, copying my homework etc. Anyway, he copied my math homework and he was sitting next to me and the teacher was reading the answers of every student. I had to change my place because we made the same mistakes and he'll notice. So i sat next to this new girl. Oh man she was cute. I still remember every single detail about this day.
So i kept sitting next to her and we became friends. Best friends.
I never had a girl best friend before so it was something new, and i liked it.
And also this year, i started obsessing with a girl band from Youtube, Cimorelli. I was in love with them (i still am) so i made a fan account on twitter, and surprisingly, i wasn't the only one. I found many many fan accounts, for different artists.
At the time i didn't know who One Direction was because my interest in music was 0.
So after 3 months, i saw Cimorelli's cover of What Makes You Beautiful, and i wanted to watch the original, and i did
I kept on watching 1D videos and I started obsessing with them on so many levels
and  since then, i mysteriously fell in love with a boy? Ladies and gentlemen my first boy crush was Louis Tomlinson.
You can't blame me tho, he is so cute and his voice is so special. 🌚
But I forgot about the 'gay' thing for a year, and now its back? No no I didn't want that.
So I turned my Cimorelli fan account to Louis and Cimorelli fan account.
And my friendship with that girl, let us just call her #1 (you'll get it later) was getting stronger everyday.
I had my fanboy life, but i also had my social life
This year was so different because everything changed you know, i've made lots of new friends in school and even Online!
I've had this one special online friend, his name is Brandon, he's my age, and he's also a One Direction fan which was great.
We used to talk everyday, he used to make me feel better for no specific reason. I liked this kid
Then a couple of months later the school made a trip to Paris and Barcelona. Me and #1 wanted to go so bad
I kept nagging for weeks, at the end my parents allowed me to go! I was so happy because it was my first time traveling.

My life was great...
But then, it happened.
I was slowly starting to fall in love with #1 which was too cliché, i didn't want to be that boy who fell in love with his best friend. But at the end, we cant control our feelings.
So I decided not to tell her anything and to just act normally.
I had the best days of my life back in Paris, specially in Disney land, i really want to go back.
The traveling was for 11 days. 5 days in Barcelona  and then 6 in Paris.
When we came back, a few weeks later #1 had a boyfriend
I really regretted not telling her, because maybe that boy could've been me?
But you cant change what happened. The boy was the lamest boy in school tho and i really don't know what she saw in him.
Months passed, school ended and i was dying of jealousy.
But one day in summer, she told me that they broke up, i was so HAPPY you cant imagine. She was happy too i don't really know why.
I was fat back then, so i took advantage of the summer and i kind of fixed my body.
I starved myself, i went to the gym, and i lost more than 17 kilograms. It was pretty great, and I thought maybe she'll like me if im skinny.
But of course i waited till she 'got over him'. 
Summer was pretty good tho, It wasn't boring at all.
The next school year started, we agreed to register in the same class.
A month or two passed, i turned 16. Two days later I wanted to ask her out. I was talking with my friend about it, and she heard us which was awkward as fuck. So i had to ask her in the same day, i told her.. But life isn't a movie you know, she friendzoned me. I was broken at the moment. I really loved her.