The Story Of My Life

Coming out

After all the tragic stories with the 3 girls, my sexuality was slowly changing. Specially after #1, and to be honest i was trying to date a girl (#2-#3) because i was turning gay more and more everyday: my sexual attraction to girls was 0.
So one day, it did hit me.
I was in bed, thinking and i was like 'I'm gay' at first i was chocked like how did i get here? What?
Im still chocked to be honest
I wanted to tell my parents, I needed help somehow to get rid of this 'thing' but how can i tell them? This is not America or Europe. Here they kill gays, they kick them out of the house. What should a 17 years old boy do if he was all alone, homeless, without a family?

So, the first person i told was one classmate that i knew since we were little, but we became close friends at my junior year. I wasn't planning on telling her, or anyone! But i was under lots of pressure, i had enough of everything specially after the day that my dad said that he's ready to kill his own son if he was gay. Like how can you do that? Your son? How can you even kill anyone? But I don't think he would actually kill me if he knew, he'll just kick me out of the house. But anyway, we were on a studying date and she had a feeling that something was wrong, and she kept on asking me what's wrong and at the end I said it. I was happy because she accepted it and she was so okay with it. Yet i was sad because it was a weak moment. I wasn't ready to tell anyone yet.

After telling her, i told one of my close friends ,(i also know him since were little, he told me his story so I promised to tell him mine) he's my 'Main' boyfriend (im the one who made this relationship happen oh yea💅🏻)

And at the end, i told the Main of course and the thing is that they all accepted it!
I still have important friends that I didn't tell but im simply not ready.