Forever loving you

The love of my life

Jai's POV

"Beau, why are we here? I thought we were going shopping?" I questioned as I walked into the room, I looked around and noticed everyone. Then I looked who was laid in the hospital bed, Emily, she looked so fragile.

"Jai? Have you realised what you have done?" James whispered, wait what? What I have done? I haven't done anything?

"What are you talking about?" I snorted, yes snorted, they all looked at me and shook their heads.

"You told her you wanted to ruin her? Hurt her for what she did?" Luke questioned from the corner of the room, he looked up from his phone and straight at me.

"I didn't mean for her to end like this, I wasn't going to hurt her, I love her far to much! Do you really think I would wish this upon anyone?" I snarled at Luke, Calum stepped up behind him.

"So why did you fucking say it then?" Calum snarled, Jess walked up to him and put her hands on his chest. She pushed him back and he hugged her tightly.

"I didn't mean to say it, I was angry. It all just came out at once, I would never hurt her. I love her. I wouldn't wish this upon anyone!" I cried, I walked over to her bed and took her hand, she was freezing. More tears fell down my eyes as I looked at the wires coming out of her, she looked so fragile.

"Jai, you've done this. She loves you so much, you've broken her. If she wakes up you need to speak to her, sort everything out with her." Sasha whispered softly, I ran my hands through my hair and tugged slightly. Why did I have to go and fuck everything up?

"Erm, excuse me?" A voice whispered from the door, we all looked at a nurse was stood there. She opened the door wider and she came in with a clipboard.  "I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you to leave, Emily's in a critical condition and can only have one person with her!" She smiled, we all looked at one another.

"Well we will go and Jess text me if anything happens!" Calum smiled at her, she nodded her head and the 5sos boys left. I looked at the others and they all looked at me, I closed my eyes as more tears fell down my cheeks, I kissed her hand and walked out of the room.

"JAI WAIT?" I heard Beau yell. I turned around and they were all stood there.

"You go, you deserve to be with her, even after what you said. She needs you!" Sasha smiled weakly, I shook my head and went to walk away when I felt someone grab my arm, I looked and Jess was stood there.

"Jai, she needs you. You need her, just go, be the person she wakes up and sees! Please" she whispered softly, I looked and all the others were sat on the chairs. I closed my eyes and walked towards her room, I went back in and sat next to her, my hand holding hers as tightly as possible.

"Mr Brooks?" A voice questioned, I looked and saw the nurse from before.

"Yeah? How can I help?"

"We need to tell you to be aware when she wakes up, she might not be herself. She's had an injury to her head and we don't know how it has affected her just yet, so don't be prepared for her to be 100% fine" she sighed, I nodded my head and she walked out of the room.

"Em, I know I've hurt you but I honestly don't want to loose you. I love you, you are my world, I need you to survive. Please, just let me know you are still here, I need you!" I cried, I used my free hand and moved the hair out of her face. She had a cut across her forehead when glass had been, her mascara ran down her face and dried. The colour was drained from her cheeks, her body frozen. My girl, the only person I needed, was half dead infront of me.