Winter Diaries

Chapter 1

Carmesha POV

I fixed my plate and Carter came wobbling over to me.

"Mama gimme." He said. As I blew on the eggs. I held the fork to his mouth and he ate some. The fork had slob on it, but I didn't care cause he was my child.

Him and me ate the rest as I started getting him ready to go with his father. I packed his baby bag for two days. He trailed behind me everywhere, there was a knock on the door. I answered it and it was his dad.

"Hey Kendrick." I tell him as he nods. As Carter runs up to him.

"Daddy!" He screams. As I smile, even though me and Kendrick didn't work out we still kept it cool for Carter.

"Wassup lil man. Gimme five." He says holding his hand low. "Alright. All his stuff in here?"

"Yeah. Alright yall be safe." I tell them giving him the baby bag.

"Alright come on little man." He said.

"Stanka you aint gon give me a hug?" I ask. As I bend down and hold my arms out as he. Comes into my arms, I hold him tight. "Love you."

"Love you." He says then he gives me the same slobbery kiss on my lips, Babies give people. "Bye bye."

"Bye bye." I say wiping my lips.

I close the door and sigh, Its always boring without him around, I decided to go fuck with my niggas. I call up KJ.

"Hey Mesha." He says answering my call.

"Hey KJ what yall doing? Carter's gone and I'm bored." I tell him being honest.

"Shit turning up. Come and meet us at the spot." He tells me. Okay, the spot is a trap house but he thinks the police hacks into his phone and listens to everything. So he always talks in code.

"Aight I'll be there." I tell him. I grabbed my keys, and put my phone in my back pocket. I headed out the apartment and got into my car heading thay way.

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I pull up on the curb and walk inside. I go straight for KJ and hug him.

"Kjjjjjj!" I say spreading his name out.

"Hey wassup Mesha." He says smiling.

"Nothing missing my baby." I say frowning.

"Man its only two days quit tripping." He tells me as I sigh thinking that was so far away. His dad keeps him on the weekend and I get him weekdays.

"Whatever." I say with my hand up.

I look around and see that dude from the mall with another girl, as he stares at me I break it and turn back to KJ.

"Yall as lame as I was when I was with the house?" I tell him as he shakes his head.

"I know I just wanted to see you." He admits as I push him. "When you gon stop playing with my emotions?"

"When I'm ready. Ohhhh and when you stop fuckin bitches dont act like I dont remember." I say laughing as he rolls his eyes.
"Man whatever. If you mine they gon be gone like the wind." He says grabbing ny hand.

"You so lame."

"You mean whats your point." He says sticking his tongue out.

"I'm a good mean. Shut up lemme take a picture on your phone." I tell him, he gotta a IPhone and they cameras be A1 while I'm stuck with a damn LG. As he huffs.

"Mane you got like 1000 pictures on that damn shit." He says as I do a sad face.

He gives me his IPhone 5c. It was a blue one. I give it to the guy I seen at the mall..

"Can you please take our picture?" I ask him.

"Yeah." He said simply.

I grab KJ as he wraps his arms around me and we take a picture. I grab the phone back and I like it.

"Send me that." I tell him knowing he gon forget.

"Send it to yourself." He said smartly. As I shove him. "You gon stop treating me like a punk." He said laughing.

"Whatever." I said sending myself the picture. I go back to his camera and take pictures of myself.

"Can I get my phone back?" He asks.

"Yeah I'll be going I'll see you later." I tell him as I give him a hug squeezing him.

"I love you stay safe." He said still hugging me.

"Alright. Love you too." I tell him as he smiles and lets go.

If he aint the got the biggest crush on me.