Winter Diaries

Chapter 6

Carmesha POV

"MAMAAA!!" Carter yelled. I walked in there as Kendrick's baby cousin Ta'lyla was in there.

"What?" I asked.

"Lyly hit me." He said.

"Where?"

"Here ." He said pointing to his hand. I kissed it an I knew he would feel better.

I walked into my kitchen to see Kendrick looking through my fridge.

"Find what you looking for?" I asked him as he stood up and closed the fridge door looking at me.

"I don't know do I ?"

"Bye I'm not doing this with you."

"Aye, but  I think you need to quit yo job." He said becoming a little more serious.

"I don't have a choice." I said breaking down in his arms. "Last night I had sex for money....I don't know what to do."

"Man Mesha what the fuck, breh?" He questionably yelled adding more on his accent as I shook my head not knowing what to do, we fell on the floor as he still held me.

"I know! I'm on section 8, foodstamps, barley getting by. How? Just please tell me how and I'll fix it. God, I'm tired of living like this." I said as he rocked me.

"I know mane, I know." He said trying to comfort me. "Breh, why cant you get that punk ass nigga KJ to put you on?"

"What be a drug dealer?"

"Wait, that's a good idea shawty. At least yo ass wont be stripping." He said as I thought about it.

"I'll think about it."

"Nahh, call him right now. You cant get no worse, already was a stripper might as well sell dope." He said as I laughed.

"Shut up....but I'll think about it." I said exhaling.

"Alright!" He groaned getting up off the floor as he helped me up.

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KJ POV

I was on the phone with Mesha and she was telling me she aint got no job and wanna  join the trap. I don't want her to fuck up that pretty face but she insist so we rounded up 3 girls and 2 boys to do the initiation.

Personally, I love Mesha on the 100 but I tried talking her out of this but she to stubborn to listen to me so I'ma let her do this. But, I'll be damned if anyone fuck with her.

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Carmesha POV

I was at the initiation and I was scared as hell. It was KJ, 3 girls, 2 boys.

"Alright you ready?" KJ asked as I nodded.

The girls started fighting and I was doing good at first but these bitches were on  some steroid bodybuilding type shit. I felt blood dripping from my nose to the side of my face.

"AYE!" KJ said as they stopped but the burning didn't. "I aint say kill her. Boys yall go."

The 5'9 boy pulled his manhood out and it wasn't big and it wasn't small either. He started to rape me and there was nothing I could about it.

Man I hope this boy bust quick I thought to myself.

After, 20 mins of me bleeding he finally pulled out. The other boy who was around 6'1 pulled out his manhood and started to silently cry cause it was bigger than I thought.

He bent down to where I was and pushed inside of me and it hurt so bad where I thought it was gonna rip open. I turned to face KJ and he looked angry, hurt, sad that I was going through this.

15 mins later he busted and I was officially one of them.

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In this life we all have to pay a price. Carter was with Kendrick and I laid in my bed scared to move or anything. My p*ssy haven't hurt this bad since I delivered Carter naturally. The door opened and Kendrick walked into my room and dropped the Burger King which made me cuss him silently in my head.

"Baby what the hell happened to you?!"

"I was beaten and raped to join the drug world you told me to join!" I yelled at him as he shook his head.

"I'm so sorry"

"Well this aint for you this for Carter." I told him as he nodded agreeing with me. He sat me upright on the bed and grabbed the food off the floor and we ate.

I looked in the mirror since I was placed a little more up on my bed and gasped as I looked at my face. Kendrick looked at me til' he seen what I was looking at. I had a busted lip, my left eye was bruised, two cuts on my right arm, and my face was puffy, my cheeks were purple and I just felt so horrible of how I looked.

I needed to buy a whole lot of cocoa butter to help my face get better.

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                                                   ~Call_meh-tayy