One day I want to be able to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see.
One day I want to be able to make my parents proud.
One day I want to be able to tell people how much they mean to me.
One day I want to wake up with a smile.
One day I want to stop pretending and be myself.
One day I want to stop letting the people I care about down.
One day I want to be happy.
One day I want to kill my demons.
One day I want to think that life is beautiful.
One day I want to be happy with who I am.
One day I want to look in the mirror and think "Wow, your beautiful"
One day I want to proud of who I am.
One day I want to feel like life is worth living.
One day I want to stop disappointing my parents.
One day I want to be someone my friends can count on.
One day I want to kick depression in the ass.
One day I want to think that my life is worth living.
One day I want to be able to eat without throwing it up.
One day I want to be able to help the people who need it.
One day I want to make a difference in someone's life.
One day I want to be a hero.
One day I want to tell people the truth.
One day I want to stop drowning.
One day I want to be myself.
One day I want to save someone's life.
One day I want to be free of my depression.
And until that day comes, I'm going to keep fighting. Even if it takes everything I have. I'm going to fight for my life and my right to be happy. Even if I don't think my life is worth fighting for, it doesn't matter. I'm not fighting for myself. I'm fighting for Cara who is willing to stay up past 11:00 at night to listen to me rambling. I'm fighting for Lee who committed a year ago. I'm fighting for all of you.
If you don't feel like fighting, don't fight for yourself. Most of us have at least one person in our lives who we can count on. If you don't fight for me. It really means a lot. Remember to SMILE. You are beautiful - amazing - deserving - pretty - cool - hot - awesome - handsome - loved - cared for - appreciated - and so many other things . . . you deserve to be happy. even if you don't believe it yet. so remember to SMILE!
~ Bree
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My Life With Depression
Non-FictionThis is a story about my life with depression. For those of you out there who go through the same things I do everyday, I just wanted to say that every single one of you guys are amazing.
