Secrets :: Ashton Irwin

Bye....

I woke up and felt the urge to throw up. I ran towards the bathroom and threw up. I felt my hair being lifted up. After I was done, I flushed and looked up. "Thanks Luke" I smiled and he nodded. "Your going to the airport right?" Luke asked and I nodded. "Yeah! Anything for the guys I love" I smiled and Luke grinned. "Remember to talk to me all the time. At least once a month" Luke said and I nodded. "It's so weird... how we're saying things we're meant to say when we're at the airport now... in the bathroom.... where I puked" I said and Luke laughed.

"Tell me if there's a problem anytime... Tell me if there's something fun and exciting... I love you Luke. I feel like your the closest to me out of the boys.. besides Ashton" I grinned and Luke kissed my cheek. "Remember to take care of yourself. If you need anything or if it's an emergency call me, text me, just tell me..." Luke said seriously and I nodded.

"Lets go! I need to get my clothes to change into" I said and Luke nodded. We headed towards the door and opened it. We saw a sleepy Ashton outside of the bathroom. "Morning" I smiled and he gave me a sleepy smile. "You have to get ready soon because you don't wanna miss your flight. It's America!" I said dreamily. "I wanna miss my flight so I could stay with you" Ashton said huskily and I nodded. "You can't because you have to go. I will drag you if you won't go" I warned and he kissed my neck.

"Noo! I wanna stay here" He whined and I laughed. "Too bad because I'm making you go" I said and he pouted. "Remember the deal, okay?" I said and Ashton nodded. "If I'm still single then you be my girl and if I'm not you're gonna leave me alone... But I don't want you to leave me alone" He said sadly and I nodded. "A deal is a deal... Now get ready" I pecked his cheek. He nodded and walked away somewhere else.

I grabbed my clothes and locked the bathroom door. I felt my head pounding and feeling like I need to throw up again. I ran towards the toilet and threw up. 'Maybe I wasn't feeling good' I thought and shook it off. I changed into my floral print dress with my white crocheted lace waistcoat. I did my normal routine and curled my hair. I put the black bangles on and my gray boots on.I unlocked the door and walked out. I got my messenger bag and put my phone, wallet, and keys in. I sat on Ashton and I's bed. I sighed and felt sick to my stomach. 'My Ashton is going to leave' I thought and noticed that tears were falling out of my eyes. I sniffled and wiped my eyes.

I heard a knock on the door and I wiped my eyes quickly. "Who is it?" I asked as I sniffled a bit. "Michael Angelo" Michael said and I laughed a bit. "Come in... you know you didn't really have to knock" I said and Michael walked over to me. "Awe Bella! Don't cry! We'll call you and text you... I'm going to make sure you and Ashton are okay" Michael hugged me and I nodded. "I love you... You're my second favorite... well maybe Luke is now but you've been my second favorite for so long" I said and Michael nodded. "I love you too Bella and don't let anyone change who you are" Michael said and I nodded.

"MICHAEL! BELLA! WE HAS TO GOES" Calum shouted and we walked down the stairs. I was scared of what's going to happen. We all got into my car and drove to the airport.

----Time Skip----

"Omg! Ashton!!!" Someone screamed. "Holy crap! Bella you're soo beautiful!! I love you!" Someone else screamed. I smiled and waved at their fans as we walked around. "Let's get food before we leave" Calum suggested and I nodded. I felt the urge to cry so I started crying. "Bells? Are you okay" Ashton asked and I nodded. "I love you too much... I'm gonna miss you a lot Ashton" I sobbed. Ashton put his hands on my cheeks. He smashed his lips into mine and I kissed back. I cried as we kissed in public.

I pulled away and wiped my eyes. "Is my makeup okay?" I asked Ashton and he nodded. "You still look beautiful without makeup" Ashton said and I nodded. "I may look 'beautiful' without makeup.." I paused and added my quotation mark signal. "But makeup to me is a work of art. Everyone puts makeup on how they think is good. Some people don't really care but I care" I said and Ashton nodded. "I love it when you say wise things" Ashton said and I blushed. "We have to go eat" I said and Ashton slipped his hand into mine. We both walked to starbucks because that's where the boys were at.

----Time Skip----

"Bye Michael" I said sadly. "Bye Bella. Remember what I told you" Michael said and I nodded. He kissed my forehead and hugged me. "I love you... You're my big brother" I said and Michael nodded. "I love you too lil sis" He smiled and I smiled back. "I'll see you around" I said and walked to Calum.

"Hey Cally" I said sadly looking down. "Bella. I love you soo much. You've been there for me even if I didn't tell you that I needed you. You've helped me be in a good relationship with the one I love" Calum said and I nodded. He hugged me and I pecked his cheek. "I love you! Take care of yourself and Luke" I said and he nodded. "Same to you. Take care of yourself and text and call me all of the time" Calum said and I nodded.

I walked to Luke and started to cry. "I love you soo much Luke. You've always been like my big brother" I cried and Luke had tears streaming down his cheeks. "I love you too Bella. You'll always be my little sister. Remember to take care of yourself and tell me anything" Luke said and I nodded. "Same to you" I said and pecked his cheek. "Bye Lukey" I said as I walked away.

I let out a shaky breath as Ashton walked towards me. "I love you Ashton... You'll always be in my heart" I said and Ashton looked at me. "I love you so fucking much Bells. No one could replace my love for you" Ashton smashed his lips into mine and I put my arms around his neck. He put his arms around my waist as we both kissed. We both pulled away and our foreheads were touching. "I love you and take care of yourself. Remember the deal and text me or call me when you can" I said and Ashton nodded. He pecked my lips before we both pulled our foreheads away. I gave him a sad smile and pecked his cheek. "Bye.. I love you" I said and Ashton nodded. "I love you too" Ashton said.

They all walked towards the entrance. I wiped my eyes as I watched them walk away. I watched them walk away, looking like tiny figures. I turned around and walked away. "Bella!" Someone shouted my name and I turned around. I felt lips on mine and I felt surprised. I kissed back because I knew it was Ashton. I felt fireworks bursting around us as we both kissed. I pulled away and looked at him. "Ash... you have to go" I said and he nodded. "Remember that I love you soo much. I'll text you all the time. I love you so so so much" He said quickly and I nodded. "Go Ashton. Don't miss your flight. I love you sooo much too though" I said and Ashton pecked my lips before running towards the entrance.