Every inch of my soul burned. The pain of a broken heart is not one that can easily mend. I don't think I'll ever be the same again. I don't even know who I am anymore or if I'll ever find me.
My whole being was similar to a broken plate, once broken, it's near impossible to fix. Even if I managed to put it the plate back together, it will always have cracks and somehow, something will always manage to slip its way through the cracks.
I've lost everyone, everything. You came into my life and took my normal plate, and carelessly destroyed it. It took everything I had to put it back together. I knew it wasn't perfect and what you wanted but you came back and reassured me it was nothing but perfect. Little did I know, that this time you would come back with full force and throw it over and over again. I was never enough, and this time picking up the tiny shards hurt too much and I didn't have the energy to fully put it back together.
You had the most beautiful smile, but how can someone with the face of an angel... Be so evil? You took what was left of me and smashed it. I never understood why you did this, you just had the audacity to take everything I had - everything I was.
It wasn't always like this, I was once innocent. I didn't have a care in the world. I had friends, family, a life... I had everything. It was just so perfect. But now that's changed.
You told me you were afraid of commitment, but you had all these tattoos engraved on your skin. I guess you didn't see me as a work of art, or maybe you didn't think the pain was worth it.
You told me I was beautiful, like a flower. You said the reason you chose me was, because I was the most beautiful flower you had ever seen. My aura was innocent, heart-warming... beautiful. I was naive, too naive for my own good. Because just like flowers picked from the garden, once they're damaged or not good enough... They're thrown away.
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