America's Little Angel { adopted by one direction}

chapter 4

I gently cried into my pillow. Gosh, I'm doing this a lot! I've only been here for 2 days, and their already fighting! I cried harder at the fact that I caused all of this. Maybe they should just bring me back, and get a kid who dosen't cause fight between their own girlfriends.

"hey Gingerbread, you okay?" Niall asked entering with the rest of the boys sitting on my bed.

"I wanna go home." i say muffled by my pillow.

"what was that love, your pillow is muffling your words." Louis pointed out reading my thoughts.

i flipped over on my back and took a good look at each of their faces. All had smiles. I was just about to crush them.

"I wanna go home." I say bluntly.

"what do you mean? this is your home silly!" Louis says giggling like a 6 year old girl.

I looked over at Niall. The smile was replaced with the scariest look I've seen in my life. Hurt. Sadness. I crushed my happy Irish man. It broke me inside to see it. That's why I can't stay. I love them to much to break them. I love him to much.

"are you sure?" Niall asks holding back tears.

I nod.

"You guys deserve someone who won't make the people you love fight. Someone who isn't me. I'm sorry." I say looking down at my fiddling fingers.

I couldn't bear to look at the boys. I heard sniffles. I looked up to see Harry bawling. Louis was the sniffling. I could tell he was trying to be strong for both of them. The way Louis was being strong was the way I had to be at the orphanage.

"But, But, you can't leave!" Harry chocked out through his tears.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

The boys walked out. I sat in the same position with my legs crossed. The images of Harry crying kept flashing through my head. "You did that to him" was all my thoughts would say as it played over and over in my head. I sat there. I'm a moster. Not the fun ones on Sesame Street like Cookie Monster, or the ones that you were always scared of sleeping under your bed. But the ones that broke hearts. The one who gets close to people then breaks them.

I heard screaming from downstairs. It was Niall.

I crawled out of bed and hid on the stairs where I could see and hear them but they couldn't see me.

The screaming was from Niall.

"IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" Niall screamed at the girls pointing at Perrie.

"STOP YELLING AT ME! WILL YA!" Perrie yelled back crying.

"BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS, I LOST MY GINGERBREAD! I LOST HER! THE GIRL WHO MADE ME SMILE AND LAUGH! THE ONE WHO WAS ALWAYS SMILING! WHO STILL ACTED LIKE A 6 YEAR OLD! IS GONE! I'VE LOST HER! SHE'S BEEN REPLACED BY SOME QUIET, SAD, FROWNING GIRL THAT I'VE NEVER MET IN MY LIFE!" Niall screamed. I've never seen this side of Niall in my life.

"stop yelling at them Niall. It's not their fault." Zayn said coming to Perrie's comfort who was crying into his chest. Probably soaked it already. That's how bad she was crying.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT! IT'S ALL THEIR FUCKING FAULT! I'D STILL HAVE MY GINGERBREAD IF IT WASN'T FOR THEM!" Niall yelled.

"what do you mean 'you'd still have her.' you still have her don't you?" Eleanor asked.

"SHE WANT'S TO GO TO THE ORPHANAGE CAUSE OF YOUR FIGHT! SHE FELT LIKE IF SHE'S STAYS EVERYONE WILL ALWAYS FIGHT!" Niall yell/explained.

"calm down Niall." Liam said.