Life Changes

Aftermath

The next day at school was terrible. Everyone was staring at me like I was the school's biggest Thot. I mean I know what I did. Don't stare.

"Hey! Can you go down on me too hot stuff!?" I guy yelled across the hall.

"No Bitch! Fuck off!" Pen yelled stroding towards the guy.

"Shut up! You didn't deserve her!" Dallas yelled at Pen.

"Yo man! I thought we were cool!" Pen yelled at Dallas.

"Nah Bitch! We never were!" Dallas yelled. Right before he jumped over to Pen and punched him straight in the jaw which caused Pen to fall on the ground.

"You little son of a Bitch!" Pen yelled before he punched Dallas right in the gut.

"Stop!" I screamed at the both of them.

"Oh so now the whore wants to speak!" Pen yelled out towards me.

"He dude quit it!" Dallas yelled at Pen.

"What?" I said to Pen. "I don't think you have a right to call me a whore. If you could of kept your dick in your pants none of this would have happened! None of it!" I continued.

"Oh come on! You think it's my fault! You think it's my fault that you are a whore! That your life is so fucked up! Seriously?! Your own dad didn't even like you! What makes you think anyone else does?!" He retored. Ouch! And here comes the tears.

"But I thought that you-" i started.

"-Loved you. Changed. Cared. Sorry to break it to you babe. But I never loved you. I never changed. I never cared. All I wanted was to take this thirsty Bitch Dallas away from you! So no one could have you! So you would feel useless! And unloved! No! One! Likes you! Cares about you! Want you! You are nothing! You will never be anything!" He continued. He what! He doesn't- love me! Why would he do this! How could he! More tears! More tears! 

"Hey Asswhole! Leave her alone!" I looked over to see the popular queen bitch and her posse. They were backing me up? But why?

"Yea!" Everyone in the crowd said. Everyone was in the hallways. Everyone was backing me up. Better yet everyone hated Pen. He's a bitch. Now. Everyone knows.

As much as you wouldn't believe this I didn't want their sympathy. I didn't like feeling weak. I could've handled it on my own. I ran out of the school tears rolling down my face. I couldn't handle all of this. The good thing about it...only 4 more months to go. I had to think of someone to call. But who? As I was walking down the sidewalk someone grabbed my shoulder and pulled me into a hug. By instinct I pulled back a little, swept my foot around their back leg, and just as I was about to kick forward, that person said," It's okay kisses it's me." And after he said that I swept my foot forward which caused him to fall on his ass.

"What the hell kisses!" He yelled in pain.

"That's what the hell you get! Treating me like I'm retarded! Like I did something wrong! Well tell me! What the hell did I do!" I yelled fiercely.

"You lied!" He yelled in response.

"I lied! How the hell did I lie?!" I asked him.

"Remember when we got finished with the whole your pregnant thing? Well then you should remember when we were behind te bleachers and we played twenty questions. Correct?"

"Yes. Get to the point." I answered.

"Look the point is during twenty questions you said that you didn't believe in love. You said that all it does is hurt. But at that birthday party-"
He took a deep breath.

"-at that party you told Pen that you loved him. And you meant it." He stopped and stared. He hurt. I knew that. But why does he care about what I do in my life? My mistakes.

"Dallas that was the heat of the moment sort of thing. I didn't mean it." I said.

"Yes. You did Riley. You meant every single word. And you know what sucks. I really liked you."

"Look Dallas. I didn't mean what I said. But I do mean this. Whatever I do in my life is none of your business got it. And my mistakes. You can't hold on to them. You got to let go of the past. Cause it hurts when you remember and relive it. Trust me. I know." And that ladies and gents was the wise words from Dr.Riley.

"Riley. I can't. I have to let you go Okay? Just know that I have to." And with that he got up and walked away.

"What's wrong with my life?" I mumble to the universe.
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Okay so this is what's going on. Im using my cousin's phone to do these updates and I can't update all the time but I live a couple of blocks away so I can do it every other day or so.