12 M. N.

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To the man that I will always love,



I guess I would always be miserable and lonely without you. Just when I know I still have what it takes to go on, I still have the will and strength to fight for you, to fight for us, you close the door. No, you slammed it in my face. Now tell me, how can I forget when I still want to fight? How can I accept the fact that the very person I'm willing to defend against the whole world, gave up on me? You left me wondering where we went wrong, was it me or was it you?

You said that nothing would change. But we both know, the moment you let go, everything changed. I don't know if it's for the better, or maybe I will never see the good in your goodbye. How I wish this lifetime of mine would end already. So that I may live another life. And I'm hoping, praying, that in there you'd find me too. And in there you would choose to fight, you would choose to stay, you would choose me.



Until then, I'd always hold on to our words...



"I loved you once, I love you still, always have... and always will."



The girl who loves you most.

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