*Autumn's POV*
I took a shaky breath and stepped back.
"I need some time. I'm going for a walk." I say heading for the door.
"I'll come!" Ross said running after me.
"No I need time. By myself. "
"Oh okay. Just please stay safe"
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I ended up in the park near a cliff and just broke down.
I don't belong here.
I don't deserve these people in my life.
I'm just a pathetic little slut!
I'm not meant to be alive.
Taylor wants be dead so maybe I should give her what she wants.
I take a few steps til I'm at the edge of the cliff.
I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna jump!
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*Rocky"s POV*
I was walking through the park and I saw Autumn standing near the edge of the cliff.
I slowly walked towards her and saw her try to jump.
I wrapped my arms quickly around her waist and pulled her back, resulting in us both falling to the ground.
I pulled her into me and she rested her head on my chest.
"I was gonna do it! I was gonna jump!" She said sounding sad that I stopped her.
"Why would you want to jump?" I asked quietly.
"Because. I don't belong here. I don't deserve the people in my life. I'm just a pathetic little slut and I'm not meant to be alive.
Taylor wants be dead so I thought that I should give her what she wants." She said attempting to shrug her shoulders then trying to wriggle out of my grip.
"No Autumn! You are worth it. I couldn't imagine a world with out you!" I said slightly raising my voice.
Before I knew what was happening I was leaning in. Soon our lips were attached but she didn't kiss back. I quickly pulled away.
"Look I'm not going to say I'm sorry for doing that cause I'm really not. I've wanted to do that for so long!"
"R-ross is going to kill me!"
"No I'll tell him that it was my fault. I'll tell him you didn't kiss back. But you know what. I'll also tell him that I'm not fucking sorry for kissing you Autumn!"
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