chapter twenty

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Autumn
4 months later

today's the day of mine and Ross's wedding. he is still acting weird and I'm scared that he isn't going to turn up.

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"does anyone object this couple?" the celebrant says. everything has gone well. "I object!" I hear a female scream. "fuck off court!" Ross shouts at her. "Ross who's that?" I ask trying to calm down. "she's a-" Ross was cut off by her speaking. "he's my boyfriend" she smirks. I turn to Ross with tears in my eyes. I slap him. "this is why you've been all weird the last few months!" I scream and run out of the church and towards my car. I drive to my mums house.

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it's been a week since the wedding was objected and I have just locked myself in my room and cried. I haven't eaten or let anyone in and honestly, I've slipped into depression. how could ross do this to me? I walk into the bathroom attached to my old room and contemplate grabbing my blade. I decided to grab it so I did and slid down the wall.

I heard my bedroom door open but the bathroom door was locked. "1 cut for Ross cheating. another for not being good enough. another for being stupid enough to fall for Ross in the first place-" I was cut off by a banging on the door. "AUTUMN STOP PLEASE STOP!" I hear Ross beg. I can hear in his voice that he is crying. "no you're just a che-cheating dickhead-" I say before I pass out.

Ross
I hear a bang and run downstairs. "do you have a key to Autumns bathroom!?" I scream towards Autumns mum while crying. "yeah yeah why!?" she asks getting worried. "just come please!" I beg.

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Autumns mum and me are sitting in the hospital waiting room waiting to hear something, anything!

I'm sitting with my legs curled to my chest and my head on my knees crying my eyes out. This is my fault. if I hadn't ever cheated on her Courtney never would have turned up and ruined my life. that's the reason that Autumn is here right now. this is why I could loose the love of my life right now. I hate Courtney. yeah I know hate a strong word but I mean it. I hate Courtney Eaton with all my life!

just thinking about this makes my face grow red with anger. I feel my fists clench so i decide to go for a walk outside to calm myself down.

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Autumn finally woke up a little while ago and is now ready to go home. I drive her back to our house. I look over to her once I pulled into our driveway only to see her asleep. I smiled. I opened my door and got out. I unlocked the house then opened her door and lifted her out bridal style. I closed and locked the door behind us then layed on the couch with her half beside me half on top of me. I closed my eyes and slowly, drifted, off, to sleep...

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okay I'm so sorry it took me so long to update but I've had stuff going on and I haven't had the time to update. sorry I'll try my best to update again soon but no promises :(

y'all keep smiling😽💫Olivia out✌️👋

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