Alone

Secrets

Mr Hale and I walked down the hall of the insane aslyem. It was cold and dark on the outside but really warm on the inside.

I was scared. Where was he takeing me? I didnt know, but I was scared.

He lead me into a small office. I liked it. It had pictures all over and a box of candy in the center of a table.

"Sit down." he smiled as he sat in an office chair.

I did as I was told and sat down in a black chair across from him. "So Paris hows your life going?" he asked sounding intrested.

Wow thats a first for someone actually sounding intrested with my useless life.

"Um l-life is good" I lied and he knew it too.

"I find that a little hard to believe due to your injerys." He said being serious.

My eyes widen and I was speachless, I didn't know how to respond to his statement.

"Now can you please tell me the truth about your life, and how you got those injerys?" he asked softly.

A few tears escaped my eyes as I told him about my parents, how they abused me. I told him about the girls at school who called me names and beat me up to feel over powerd over someone.

He had horror writen all over his face. "Why haven't you ever tried to get help." he asks.

I sqweeked and feelt my eyes soften. ".....they w-would beat me." I said.

"I will get you help ok?"

"O-ok"

He smiled and got up out of his seat. I did the same and we walked out of his office. "Im glad we had this chat Paris, and remember if you ever need someone to talk to Im always here."

"Ok." I said walking out the door into the cold early night. A gust of cold wind hit me and I began to shiver. Thinking about what they would do if I got home this late.

30 minutes later

I walked up the driveway and stood at the front door of my house debateing wether or not I should go in. I finally got the nerve to go in and I tried to do so ever so quietly.

"Where have you been young lady!" A stern but unsteady voice asked me. I froze and slowly spun around to face my fauther.

There was something off about him. He wasnt standing straight up and he smelt like something I had never smelt before but I could probably guess it was some sort of alcohol. He was drunk I thought.

"AWNSER ME!" he yelled slapping me across the face. I could feel blood dripping from my cheek as I held it.

Still I didnt awnser his question and that made him angry. He was about to hit me again but I said in a small barely audible vioice "T-the hospital."

"What the h*ll were you doing their! He yelled

I didnt tell him. So he started hitting and kicking me. "DAMMIT TELL ME." he yelled in my ear and I jumped back slightly.

I still did not tell him. "MARRYANE!" He yelled. Just then his wife came in and started makeingout with him. I looked away in disgust. They finally pulled away and started beating me harder then they ever did before. Slapping, kicking, punching, pulling my hair, you name it and they did it.

Finally they both passed out on the ground and I was bleeding badly. I could barely move and I had no energy left to help me even stand. So I tried my best to crawl through the pain and aching of my body but I just couldnt do it very well.

After a while I had finally made it to the dark closet I had called my room for so long. Once inside I went to a corner and sat there for a while.

My stomach gurgled and I tried to ignore it the best I could but it just keept makeing noise. When was the last time I ate, but honestly I could not remember the last time I had something to eat.

I feelt light headed and my stomach was aching, my mouth was dry. I couldnt hold it back and I barfed all over the corner, and myself.

I was now coverd in barf and bruses. Warm tears travild down my bloody cheeks and made them sting. I had softly yelled in pain as of how much I had been beaten. It hurt. Everything hurt. My heart, my soul, everything.

My life was so useless, it had been for so long. Maby I didnt even need need it. Maby I was just a lost soul lingering in this ugly body of mine. Maby I should just end my life. Yeah thats a great Idea.

I looked around the room and in a corner close to the door was a rope. I grabbed it and a chair. I tied it to the light and tied it into a circle big enough for my head to fit through.

I stood on the edge of the chair holding onto the rope. "Goodbye" I said putting my head through hole in the rope, then I jumped off the chair. I was pulled downward by gravity and I had lost all the air in my lungs.

I choked to death on the rope and my body went limp signalling I was dead.

Hey guys hope you enjoyed this chapter, and just in case your wondering the story us not over yet. Anyways guys This is kora and goodbye.