I stood by, watching my loved ones cry, and I couldn't do anything about it, acctaully I could've, I could've sought out help. And I can't be with the one I love most.
And now I'm not. And it's all because of some stupid ass houses from my old school. I finally decided to leave, I couldn't take watching everyone so hurt. Before I left i scanned the crowd.
Mom
Dad
Joe
Andy
Brendon
Ryan
Frank
Gerard
Mikey
Ray
I saw one face in particular that made me do a double take.
Pete
Why is he here? I haven't seen him since he broke up with me three years ago. I always thought he didn't care.
Obviously he did if he was here right now. I turned around tears threatened to fall but I pushed them away.
Can cry on the day of your own funeral
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101 days without you (peterick)
FanfictionI stood by watching my loved ones cry, and I couldn't do anything about it, acctaully I could've, I could've sought out help. And I can't be with the one I love most. TRIGGER WARNING: suicide and self harm