Firstly, sorry this chapter is so short. Just wanted to get something out.
Jonathan
I drove home from tonight's game thinking of my time that I had spent with Chevelle. How I had hurt her. I only hoped that Corey was taking good care of her.
I cursed to myself under the glow of yet another red light, the radio playing She's Everything by Brad Paisley. She was everything and I blew it. I thought, coming across another red light. Whatever. I didn't wanna sleep alone in that cold empty bed anyways.
I need to stop thinking like this. Its not healthy. She's with someone else. She's with Corey. She loves Corey. You dun fucked up Jon. She's not gonna come back to you. And even if you get lucky enough that she does, things will never ever be the same. I thought, noting that this ride was taking forever to get home. A ride that usually only took ten to fifteen minutes was currently at a half hour. More than enough time for me to stew over tonight's 3-1 loss to the Ducks. That one lost faceoff after another after another. I couldn't win against Ryan Kesler. I just didn't have it in me tonight. Other things were plaguing my mind and effecting my game. Chevelle. I needed to get that girl off my mind. Before my Canadian ass found itself back in Canada.
I finally pulled into my parking lot and headed upstairs. Noting that Chevelles door wasn't open. I shook my head and headed to bed.
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We had pulled off the road laughing and giggling. It had been raining really hard for well over an hour and I couldn't drive in it.
We got to the side of the road when she kissed me. It was like nothing I had ever experienced in my life. We had only been going out a couple months. I hadn't expected this from her. It was like igniting a fire with gasoline... The next thing I knew she was pulling my shirt off...
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I woke up around noon, finding myself in my guest bedroom, where I would hold Chelsea in my arms after a hard game.... Like last nights game. It hurt so bad, seeing the few pictures of us that i had left up. Promises that we had made, that now meant nothing.
I wished so badly I could let the girl go. She didn't want to be with me. She want ever coming back. She didn't belong to me anymore.
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