i turn around.
"put it down. please" he says softly he wants you to do it. he wants you to slice your skin and bleed.
"why should i?" i ask tears pricking at my eyes
"because youre worth it" he says coming closer to me. hes lying, youre worthless, you deserve every single scar on you shitty little body.
"stop. i deserve it. i deserve every scar, every loss, everything, because im not worth it. there is one reason i was put on this earth, to suffer every single day until i die. so one more step and you know what happens" i say tears escaping my eyes
"space please you promised, we made a deal, please i love you so much i cant lose you" he said moving closer
do it. youre doing perfect. one motion and youll be back into the habit, youll be an addict once again.
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