Street Symphony:Kendra's Chapter (Pt.2)

Chapter 34:HE loves me....

Kendra POV

I sat on the floor in my room, in the dark. I had a whole bunch of pictures of me and Dario lying between my lap. I played "Friend Of Mine" By Kelly Price and Ron Isley. I was so angry tears slowly left my face, I just held it in. I grabbed my lighter and set one of the pictures on fire, I watched as it burned away. I felt angry, very angry. But watching the flame made me feel good.

"Hey" I turned to see L.T standing in my door way. I blew the fire out and he sat next me. I didn't even look at him, I didn't want him to see me crying. I never cry infront of nobody when I'm really going through it.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothin'"

He picked up one of the pictures and took a deep breath.

"Oh, this nigga? you still moping over him. Kendra when are you gonna let go, he did you wrong and your blind to see the shit. You love that man?"

"Yeah, but I don't want him. I am letting go, but-- I'm just hurt, hurt. I saw him today, he was at my mom's house with Kenyatta. They just sat there like they never even caused me any pain. Dario acts like he never was in love with me"

"Man, leave this shit alone! Okay they hurt you, but it's over! You need to stop all this crying and analyzing and shit. You need to act as if they don't even exist. You need to move on"

"I'm trying! I dont want Dario no more! I'm hurt L.T." I start shedding tears

"It's not just Dario, its Kenyatta too. I spoiled that little girl growing up, that was truly my one and only bestfriend. It hurts cause im going through all of this, and when I get depressed. She's my therapist, but she's the one who caused all this shit! What did I do to her, to make her hurt me so much. And what hurts the most is that she doesn't even care. She thinks Dario is gonna be with her, he's just gonna use her.

I started lighting another picture on fire and stared at the flame real hard

" don't want him, I'm not crying over him. I'm just hurt. Because I loved him, he cheated on me, but I still loved him, busted my lip, but I still loved him. I'm kinda glad I had that miscarriage, I couldn't have no baby with him"

"You had a miscarriage?"

"Yeah two years ago, I lost it at almost 5 months. That's why I'm so hurt, cause this is the same person, who held me and comfort me. I let him walk over me."

He grabbed my hand "Baby, I understand. I know it hurts. But, stop thinking about him. Your just hurting yourself even more. That nigga didn't deserve you, let him do what he do. I'm here now, and I promise that I will never put you through hell like he did."

I blew the fire out "L.T., I love you, but I can't do this. I hear your promises, but Dar made it so hard to trust again"

"Baby, don't give up on love. You can trust me, I'm not the type of nigga who gon' cheat and hit you. I love you girl, all I wanna do is see you happy."

"L.T, im begging you, don't hurt me. Please mean what you say"

"I mean it, I'm not lying girl, I love you" he kissed me and my body hit the floor with him laying on top of me.

"Please, I'm gonna stay with you. But don't make the same mistakes Dar did, please"

"I just said I'm not baby, I'm not. You deserve to be happy my queen" he continued to kiss me

Later on, he just held me all night and so tight. I felt loved, and the pain suddenly went away. I hope he's really the one, I pray he is.

Kenyatta POV

It's been a week and I haven't heard from Dario, he haven't even returned my calls. I guess he just been busy, I don't think he would be avoiding. I put on my a white crop top and high waisted pants, I flat iron my long straight hair and put on my make up. I then went in my 1996 Bentley and drove to his apartment.

.....

I knocked on the door and waited for him to answer. His baby mother answered she held a brownskin little girl in her arms who had long curly hair. She looked just like Dario.

"May I help you?"

"Is Dario here?"

"Hold on a minute, okay?"

"Okay" I smiled.

A few moments later he came out, shirtless and closed the door behind him. He examined my body and smirked.

"What you doin here?"

"I've been callin you, you haven't returned any of my phone calls"

"Had shit to do, what you want?"

"I just wanted to see you"

"Okay, you see me. Now what?"

"When are you gonna come over"

He rolled his eyes a little "How about you leave"

"Why Dario?"

"Cause I'm busy, get out of here. I'm not the nigga you want."

"I thought we were together"

He laughed "Word? You thought that?! Nah we just fuck buddies you know. I call you when I need that" he tapped my private area.

I looked at the ground "So you don't want me"

"No, not really. You cool though"

"Your an ass hole"

"Yo get the fuck outta here man, I got better shit to do."

"Fuck you Dario"

"You know what, you a hoe anyway. Dumb ass little girl. Get away from my door"

"You wasn't saying that shit when you were fucking me"

"Well I'm sayin it now, get the fuck out"

"Kendra was right you only wanted to fuck"

"You know what, I'm not even gonna deny it. She's right. I got what I wanted, bye." He opened the door

"If your attitude is right, I may want some more"

He closed the door in my face and tears instantly left my face. I've just been played. I ran down the stairs and left the apartment complex.