A few weeks passed so quickly it felt like years for Shona. Since the day she was discharged her mother made sure she took all her pills day in and day out which made her feel even more sick.Although her mother Kate and Charles were always there at night , Shona always felt so lonely. And George,well she hadn't seen him since the day she mentioned that little girl from the garden.
As she sat in her room bored and disgusted by the smell of pills coming from her bathroom she dicided to go downstairs and grab something to eat just as she had the phone ringing.
"Hello?"she said rolling her eyes after scanning the refrigerator.
"Hellooo?"
"Hey baby! You alright?" As she heard Charles voice she felt quite surprised.
"Baby you still there?"
"Aww yes,I'm great. If you calling on behalf of my mom,yes I'm about to take my meds ."
"No,not at all! I just missed you," he said his voice lowering down as if his words had faded slowly into thin air.
"Really?"
"Yes I , well we never spend that much time together, I mean hell we barely even talk."
"I'm sorry,I always thought you were too busy."
"I am but I make time for the ones that I love and I love you!"
"Aww wow well I ........."
"Shit sorry baby I got to go now. Some meeting just came up.Talk you soon,yea. Bye!"
"Okay we'll talk........," she said but he was already long gone. She stared at the receiver for a while then cursed atit and threw it on the table. She took the bottle of pills she had in her pocket and started throwing them into the sink.
"You are supposed to swallow those, then drink water or something ."
"Jesus!George what the hell. Would you stop creeping up on me like that!"
"I did not ,I heard the phone and I thought you were asleep. But here you are."
"Yes,I'm not," she said throwing the empty bottle of pills in the bin.
"He's a douche."
"I know."
"He doesn't know how to treat women like you."
"Like me? You mean crazy?"
"No,beautiful ,smart and quite creative!"he said pointing at her head.
"And you do?"
"No but I would try in every way I can," he said staring at Shona in such a way that she felt her stomach turn. She had noticed that every time he spoke in her presence he always licked his lips involuntary. And his eyes, how perfectly blue and daring they were. She felt as if they could see underneath her clothes, everything and straight to her soul. His arms so manly and strong she just wanted them right round her waist. She just wanted him to grab her ,kiss her while she was up against the wall.
"Hello? Still together!"
"Aww sorry you said?"
"Nothing important,you okay?"
"Of course I am!" she said with such anger realising how astray her mind had been."well beside everyone thinking I'm crazy."
"No one thinks you are crazy, Shona. For all we know you might be the most sane person around here! You just space out a lot",he said jokingly.
"Look at me George,I am a mess! Can't remember anything not even the accident! How is that fair to me to be surrounded by people who know things about me that I don't remember. I haven't washed in days,haven't had one single memory and Charles he barely touches me!"she said as she started breathing heavily and started to struggle breathing.
"Calm down ,Shona .......Slow down you are hurting yourself !" He said as he ran to her while she lost control of her body and suddenly fell. He picked her up from floor and rushed her to her bed .
"Shona when was the last time you ate something, proper meal?" He asked finally noticing how pale her skin was.
" Don't know, Friday ?"she said weakly.
"Today is Thursday that means last week!" "What's wrong with you? You can't take pills and decide not to eat. You trying to kill yourself!"
"No silly! I'm trying to get my boyfriend's attention,"she said laughing very faintly.
" I'll get you water then you rest. When you wake I'll make food ,yea?"
He said as he got up to get water. After giving it to her he watched her sleep and just stayed watching all her little movements.
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She closed her eyes as he lightly touched her lips with the tip of his fingers. Gently,she stroked his dark brown hair and slightly pulled it when she felt pressure on her delicate thighs. He kissed her passionately and teased her firm breasts with his lips. She had never felt so excited before. Her heart was beating so fast, her body felt so warm and her hands felt the need to just touch anything. He grabbed her breasts as she moaned pleasingly and kissed his way up her thighs. He started to pull down her already worked up pants as she increasingly moaned. She pulled him again as she felt the urge to kiss him while she said his name passionately.
"Aww George...."
Then suddenly she felt a piercing light shine in front of her eyes. Everything then just faded away. She struggled opening her heavy eyelids for a while but managed to opened them to see George opening the curtains.
"So ,you're quite the dreamer Miss Shona,"he said looking rather concerned.
At this moment Shona suddenly realised what had happened and how she had lost control of her self.She felt so embarrassed.
" Whatever that means,"she replied in a very dreamy voice ,"I'm tired."
"It's a good thing you rested then. You said my name you know."
"I probably was awake then,I just wanted to check if you were still here," she replied hoping he had heard just that. Just his name.
"Right. Let's get you food ,shall we."
"Yes please !"she smiled feeling a bit relieved that he had not asked a lot of questions.
"You might need to wash up and wear some fresh clothes on before your boyfriend comes back .You smell awful," he said with that 'I know what happened"' smile on his face which made Shona cringe all over.
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