For a moment Susan couldn't say anything, and then she dropped to her knees and replied, "I believe, I'm sorry ..." and with that she began to convulse with sobs.
"Arise, Queen Susan!" said Aslan and stretching forth his hands he raised her to her feet, and kissed her forehead and then his golden breath passed over her once again. With that something suddenly seamed to snap and Azaroth was there once again behind Susan, but this time she seamed even weaker than she had been before, lying on the ground.
"How did she get here?" Susan suddenly wondered
"She has been here the whole time" said Aslan "You were part of the reason why she was able to escape out of Narnia when I made an end of it, (you and your friend Marjorie), but come put your foot on this serpent around her neck."
And Susan was afraid, but she did put her foot on the serpent that was rapped around Azaroth's neck. "Do not fear any more Queen Susan, for I have given unto you strength and courage and authority, you are not bound to Azaroth anymore."
"Now command her to be gone, in My Name", said Aslan
Thus Azaroth was sent out of England and went toward the south east.
Now Aslan made as though he would have gone, but Susan held on to Him and asked Him to stay.
"Do not be afraid Susan. I will stay but a little longer and then I will be with you all the way, and though you will see the work of My hands, you will not see me, for a time, but I will come to you and take you across the river, when the time comes, and we will walk on the water together."
"What shall I do, now"? asked Susan sadly as if she was being abandoned in a strange world.
"There is still something in your bag here Susan, into which you have not looked", said Aslan and reaching into the bag he drew out her mother's notebook and the small Bible. "Read these Susan and remember my name that is written in them, and you will have the strength for the work that I have for you to do until I come.
Now I will speak a final warning:
Tash is also known by other names in your world some of his names are: Shiva and Apollyon he is the destroyer who will one day be set free from the bottomless pit.
Tash's consort "Azaroth and Zardeenah" is also known as "Sati and Parvati", Kali and Semiramis. She is the whore who sits as queen, known as MYSTERY BABALON and is at work to set her lover free from his prison. Together they are the god and goddess of chaos & destruction in this world, but they can be overcome by my name and the power of My shed blood. You recall how Peter banished Tash back to his own land in My name. If the people of this world, who are called by the name, by which I am known by here, shall, but humble themselves and pray and seek My face and will turn from their wicked ways. Then, as in the ancient days, I will repent of the evil that I would have let come on the earth, and I will forgive their sin and I will heal their land.
Behold when your world becomes so dark that the righteous are few like Noah, (who was a preacher of righteousness), and like Lot, (who's righteous soul was vexed for the wickedness of Sodom), then these things are near, even at the doors."
And with that Aslan took off Susan's bag and pointed to a house. And Susan was surprised that it was in fact Ivy's cousin's house, and when she turned back the bag was sitting at her feet, and Aslan was gone.
Upon returning to her room, Susan opened her mother's notebook and found to her surprise that it was full of letters written in the early morning of each day for the last 2 years. Susan greatly regretted that, she had not spoken with her mother once in that time as she had been so busy with forming her acting career. Susan was very surprised to find that most of the letters were addressed to Jesus Christ. She had never known her mother to be a religious person, but soon it became clear to her that these letters were not religious but rather personal letters explaining her mother's daily cares, joys and concerns.
Upon coming to the end of the notebook Susan came to a letter dated only 2 weeks before the crash which read:
Dear Jesus,
Reverend Owens sermon yesterday was particularly convicting to me. He spoke of how the Prophet Balaam taught Balak the son of Zippor king of the Moabites to use the women of the land to to cast a stumblingblock before the children of Israel, to eat things sacrificed unto idols, and to commit fornication, and thus caused a curse and a plague to come upon them.
I am so convicted this day, for it now becomes clear that it was so wrong for me to teach Susan to use makeup. I've given her a false perspective of true beauty.
For the scripture says, "... that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works." -1 Timothy 2:9-10
"Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands; that, if any obey not the word, they also may without the word be won by the conversation of the wives; While they behold your chaste conversation coupled with fear. Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price. For after this manner in the old time the holy women also, who trusted in God, adorned themselves, being in subjection unto their own husbands:" -1 Peter 3:1-5
In studying my Bible now I find that it is always the harlots and those who practiced witchcraft who painted their faces.
Jeremiah 4:30, Ezekiel 23:40, Isaiah 3:16, 2 Kings 9:30
All the actresses who work with Susan use makeup and Susan has been wearing it now all the time.
Oh, what have I done. It is a lie. Young girls are being taught that makeup makes them beautiful instead of realizing that true beauty comes from a heart that has been transformed by the quickening power of the Holy Spirit of God, who bears the fruit of love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
Jesus please have mercy and save my daughter, save her. Don't let her end up leading many more young women into despair and young men into fornication and complacency.
That was the final entry in her mother's prayer journal.
Susan wiped the tears from her eyes, "It is alright mother", she said to the journal, "I shan't wear it much anymore."
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FanfictionCopyright (c) 2015 - S. C. Watchman "The books [The Chronicles of Narnia] don't tell us what happened to Susan. She is left alive in this world at the end [of The Last Battle], having by then turned into a rather silly, conceited young woman. But t...