Awake. (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

"Hi Lennox."

I am running. Am I in a forest? Well that's what I'm assuming, since there are trees everywhere.

I look around, all I hear is the whistling wind and the quiet flow of water in the distance. I hear birds.

Chirping back and forth, having a conversation I suppose. I turn and see Harry.

He is sitting with his back to me, humming a soft tune.

"Harry what are you doing?" I ask without thinking.

No answer.

"Harry?"

"Shh I'm working Lennox go away. He says, a rough whisper.

"Well damn sorry miss priss." I say sharply, walking towards him.

I grab his shoulder, making him face me. Nothing.

There is nothing there.

"H-harry?" I manage to mumble.

"Shy I'm working Lennox go away" He repeats, in the same tone.

But there is nothing there. Only a head. On a body.

No face. I don't remember what he looks like.

I kneel next to him, "Harry, help me remember."

"I'm trying Lennox," he says now.

I start to cry. " I just want to remember."

"Lennox....Lennooooooox, time to get up babe." I hear a familiar deep voice say, snapping me out of my dream.

I roll over, groaning and wrapping myself in the sheets.

Like a taco. or a burrito. I like those.

"Noooooo." I whine, still under the covers. Suddenly i am being lifted out of bed and thrown over a shoulder.

"Harry! What are you doing?!" I yell through the blanket, but wrapping my arms around him.

I don't want to lose him.

"You have got to get up, we have visitors." He says simply, setting me on the couch and letting me unravel myself from the blanket.

I blink a few times, getting used to the light before I am engulfed in a hug by a strange woman.

"Umm.." I look down, reluctant to hug back.

The woman immediately pulls away, hiding a slight blush.

"Oh I'm sorry. I've forgotten. Or rather you have, but that's besides the point. Hi Lennox." The woman says.

"Who are you?" I ask, raising an eyebrow at the woman.

She does look familar, Long brown hair, a bit of grey here and there. she's got light blue eyes with specks of green in them.

She is very beautiful, but she looks worn down. Worried. She is very skinny and looks simply exhausted. I wonder why.

"I'm your mother. Vanessa." She says, i can see tears start to form in her eyes.

"No no no no no! Don't cry! I say quickly, trying to comfort the stranger

"I-t's just...Y-you don-n't know wh-who I am. She quietly sobs into my shoulder before harry sits next to her, rubbing her back.

"Shhhh. It's okay. She will remember" He comforts her.

"I know, It's just hard. With everything that has been going on lately, I'm sorry." She says, calming down a bit.

Everything that's been going on? Hm...

"Don't be sorry momma." I say.

We continue making small talk before a small girl comes around the corner, a smile appearing on her face when she sees me.

"LENNY!" The girl giggles, jumping onto my lap. She is very light.

"Why hello there!" I say, smiling at her.

"Mommy says you don't remember me. I'm Macie!"

"Oh, well hello Macie!" I grin and she grins back, a few of her teeth missing. I look at her to try and remember, I see that she is wearing a pink bandana over her head.

She is a bit pale, frail.

"I'm your sister. I'm 6." She smiles brightly, fixing her big shirt from falling off. it looks about 2 sizes too big.

"Well I'm lennox and I am 19!" I smile. Wait, I'm 19 right? yeah.

Macie looks towards our mother, who is trying to calm her self down, wiping her red eyes.

"Mommy what's wrong? I thought you were happy Lenny is okay?" She wonders, raising here eyebrow. Wait. She doesn't have any? What?

I shake it off and look at my mother, "Mom I'm sorry I don't remember. I am trying."

"No. It isn't that. I'm just so stressed right now. It's not just you Lennox. I love you and I am so happy that you are still here." She states gulping, as though she is nervous.

"You know Lenny, I visited you in hospital alot, but then I had to stay at the hospital too!"

"You were in the hospital? What for?

"For my Lukemia Lenny! Remember?" She says to me, in a matter-o-factly tone.

I immediately widen my eyes and look up at her, "What?"

"My cancer. You don't remember?" She asks, getting quiet.

"No...I don't I'm so sorry." I say, looking at her.

"Well it went away but the doctor said it came back, I've got to get surgery soon but momma says we don't have any money left." She says, tracing the patterns on my shirt with her small fingers.

"Now Macie, shh." My mother says, looking a bit embarassed.

Harry steps in, "i told you if there was anyway I could help pay for the bills or something I can it would be not problem really" He says.

"No no it's fine Harry, honest. We are getting on fine. Really." My mother says, straightening out her shirt and sitting up.

I continue looking over Macie. I suddenly see how worn down she looks, purple bags under her eyes.

Yet she keeps a bright smile on her face, lighting up the room and making even me feel better.

My stomach growls loudly and Macie laughs.

"Are you hungry Sissy?" She giggles.

"Just a bit." I laugh

"Shall we go out and eat then?" Harry suggests, standing up and ruffling his hair.

Woah.

I. What. How am I....oh my God Harry is gorgeous.

"Oh u-umm..sure Harry. Just let me get ready, no one wants my morning breath I'm sure." I laugh.

"Eww Len!" Macie says.

I laugh but then stop and think. I hardly remember this little girl, but I know already how amazing she is. My sister.

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this chapter sucked I'm sorry haha