Authors Note: Listen guys I know not a lot of people read this but if you do, some of this chapter is gruesome and adult rated to if your 13 and under please do not read. 13 and above only. Enjoy. Also the pic above is Lukas.
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Part10~
I its been a while since I woke up. But I can't seem to remember why Lukas was there. There is no way he's a wolf, right? I mean granted we're both born from the same parents. Wait but that doesn't mean anything, I would have picked up his scent. Maybe it was just a hallucinations. I know I am at the pack doctor. I can smelly Cindy from here. She is the great pack doctor we have ever had. She also is my best friend.
I hear someone outside the door and the sound of people walking towards me is noticeable. "Thanks Cindy I don't know what would've happened if you weren't here." A man says. Although I know that voice sound fairly familiar. Same husky low voice I heard in the woods. The fist day of my feelings for him. Its Andrew.
"I'll give you two a minute." Cindy says leaving part of me is screaming " No, stop! Cindy!!!" another part of me just wants the nice smelling body to come closer. Ugh, great now I know I am going to regret pretending to sleep. "Vanessa I ......... I know I messed up.......but I really didn't know that they were going to do that. I know you probably don't believe me or you probably don't even hear me, but I..... I think I may have feelings for you...." He says but I don't think he was saying it to me. More like he was trying to convince himself more than tell me. I shift over and pretend to wake up. Some how his words make my heart flutter but I push the feeling aside. I sit up and see his head snap up.
"Vanessa." Its barely a whisper but I hear it. We stare at each other for sometime until I hear someone coming. I turn my head away from his gaze. What is going on with me? I can not have feelings for him. No way. I shake my head as if that would get rid of the stupid thoughts.
Cindy walks in with my brother. I hear them chattering about my health. Once they step in Lukas looks back and forth between me and Andrew. However, he doesn't look angry, he looks flustered like he is trying to figure out what's going on. "Uh, Andrew, bro, could you give us a minute?" He says unsure of what to say. Wait a minute, did he just say bro, as in he knows him and they are cool? Oh god.... More freaking surprises. Andrew gets up nods to me then to my brother, and walks out. Cindy leaves to, apparently knowing the cold tension between us. "Uh, Vanessa, when did you become.... You know... A wolf?" He says stuttering. This is not my brother. Where is my no good for nothing, goofball pian, profanity muttering brother?
"Actually I think you need to start with yourself first" I say cocking a brow. He mutters something under his breath it saoud like "fuck." He runs a hand through his hair. There he is, the brother I know and love.
"Well when I turned sixteen my wolf came into view and made me shift. I then found the Blood night pack and ever since then I just have been like this." He says pointing to him self. I began a wolf when I was six. Why did start so early?
"I started at six. Mom and Dad always helped me through it until I was thirteen then they told me to find my own pack and I have been with MoonlightDawn ever since." I say taking a breath. Although I see his confusion too. "Wait mom and dad knew and helped you with it?" He says taking a step back. Like he is trying to stablize the information. "Yeah." I say but it barely comes above a whisper.
This whole time me and my brother could have been with each other, but instead we were hiding from each other. "How come I can't pick up your scent?" I say confused. I couldn't pick it up in the woods and I couldn't pick it up a few seconds ago. "I am a part of the BloodNight pack remember, meaning that I am not noticed by others except BloodNight members." He says explaining the whole ordeal. I could care less but something is egging me know this. "Who is your pack leader?" I say still confused. "Chris."
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A Doubled Mind
Werewolf"Vanessa, you can't hide forever." Jonah says coming after me. "Jonah come on, that's not even fair counting!" I complain. He rushes over to me and pins me down. "Your right its not, but how would we have fun other wise, hmm?" he says tickling me...
