"Anna, Anna" "whaaat" "wake up or you'll be late to school hurry." Lazyly I opens my eyes and got up and went to the restroom. When I got there I immediately got nauseas so I kneeled in front of the toilet and threw up. Ughh, I hate vomiting in tastes so bad. After I brushed my teeth I went to my closet to pick out my clothes. I just went with something simple, I really wasn't in the mood to dress my self nice, but then again when am I not in the mood. Going down the stairs I got a strong aroma of the breakfast making me nauseas. I tried my best to hold it in and succeded. This whole pregnant thing is just to much to handle and the worst part is that I'm still not in part where I start to get all the pains.
At school every one seems to mind there own business so that's good. Getting to my locker I see that Cecile is not there which is weird because she is always there waiting for me with the biggest smile. I really don't know how she can be so bubbly in the mornings when all I wanna do is just fall to the floor and sleep there. Suddenly I felt arms around my waist, I was about to scream but then Alan came into view. "Hey" I said awkwardly. "Hey babe what's wrong you seem off today" I really didn't want to be around him because of what happened I just feel scared around boys now but I couldn't tell him now. "It's nothing, but have you seen Cecile she is always here?" "Look there's something I have to tell you" the look on his face made me look worried. "What What is it" "Umm Cecile left" he said looking down "what do you mean left, did she go home, is she sick!" "No I mean as in she left from school, from state she doesn't live here anymore" I felt my heart fall with what he said. My best friend from years left, she left somewhere else and she didn't say goodbye, she left and I might not see her ever again. "No it can't be, where did she go, what state, why did she go" I felt tears running down my cheeks. "I don't know nobody knows why she left her whole family left like they just packed up and left" he said still looking down. "I'm sorry" with that he hugged me and left.
What no my best friend couldn't have gone like that with our telling me. I tried calling her but she didn't answer. Why is this happening to me first that, that monster did what he did that day and now Cecile why.
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After school I asked Alan if we could talk and know here we are at my house, my mom is not home and Rachel isn't either and that made me uncomfortable being here with Alan but I needed to tell him what happened. "So what did you want to talk about" he ask looking me in the eye. "Alan remember Jake's party" I ask breaking eye contact. "Yea what happened" he asked suspiciously. "Well that day I wasn't drinking much because I was driving and I got tired so I wanted to leave but Cecile wanted to stay for a little longer so I told her fine that we would stay two more hours and she got happy and went back to dancing, so I decided to go for a walk and I remembered there was a park at the end of the street and that I had a hiding place there that no one knows about. So I went there and I was a little scared because it was dark but I still managed to get there" by now I was already in tears and Alan's face looked confused and worried. "When I got there to my secret place I heated a twig break and when I turned around I bump in to someone and I knew he was drunk because the smell of alcohol was strong. I- I tried to escape but I couldn't he was strong and I couldn't fight him. After that he- he" I cried harder. "No he didn't" Alan said. "He raped me" I said quietly. There was a long silence until he started screaming. "Why Nooo it was your fault I'm pretty sure you dressed in a short dress you slut it was your fault you didn't need to go for a walk you could have stayed in the party" "NO it wasn't my fault stop saying that please my dress was at my knees it wasn't short" I say getting mad because there is no reason for him to treat my like this. "Yes it is he took your virginity Anna, you know I was waiting to be the first one to take it and I was going to wait until you were ready now it's gone" he said raising his voice. "Stop please it wasn't my fault he raped me I didn't want to give him my virginity, I know I can't ever get it back and I was willing to give it to you but I wasn't ready please just leave" I say, my voice cracking a bunch of time. "No it's to late but now I don't have to wait, I could do it to you" he said coming closer and pushing me on the couch. "No stop, what are you doing, Alan this isn't you stop." He didn't listen and got on top of me and started kissing my neck. "Alan stop, stop Alaan!" he was about to take my shirt off then I screamed "Alan stop I'm pregnant stop" and with that he got off me and looked at me in horror "what am I doing, Anna I sorry I didn't mean to do this, something went over me I'm sorry I'm sorry" then he went running out the house slamming the door behind him. I just stayed there in shock, Alan was gonna rape me. He said sorry I really don't know if I should forgive him or not. He said horrible things to me. Right know is were I really need my best friend, where could she be.
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Later that day my mom came home. "Hey honey how was school" "Bad" I said sadly. "What why" "Cecile left mom, she moved states and is never coming back" I said kinda sounding mad. " Oh my gosh why" she asked surpised. "I don't know A- Alan told me" I said getting the chills just by saying Alan's name and for sure my mom noticed. "Anna what's wrong," "mom I told Alan what happened," "And did he take it well" "no he got hysterical" I said. "Oh honey don't worry everything will be fine you'll see, school is almost over then you'll be going to collage and then a little angel will be coming to us" she said excitedly. "So what are you going to name the baby" "umm if it's a girl I was thinking of naming her Lidia and if its a boy I was thinking Landon" I said smiling. "Oh those are wonderful name" she said getting tears. "Oh mom don't cry." "Sorry honey it's just I remembered when you were just a baby and know your going to be in my place" she said crying. "Aww mom" I got up and hugged her. I really love my mom so much she has suffered ever since my dad left us for another "younger women" yea right last time I saw her she looked much older than my mom, I'm pretty sure he just went with her for her money. I've been supporting my mom ever since, she is also very helpful. I love her so much I know when my baby is born my mom will be my inspiration to take care of my baby.
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Why Him?
RomanceAnna went through something she won't forget, but as the years pass she meets a guy that she falls in love with. He helps her forget her past, but it finds a way to creep back in her life.
