We have stopped it a few hours ago..we're lying in his bed. He is asleep, i am not. One night..it was just one night he said..Ugh. Why does this feel sooo good but hurt so bad? I start to cry..i can't control my sobs. They are so loud..i hope he doesn't wake up because of it. I decide to go out of the bed..but a strong arm holds me back. "Angie? What's wrong baby?" "German i..i am so confused. I wanna be with you..i really do, but it would just not feel okay. But it wouldn't feel okay either if i am not with you..Ugh. i don't know what to say..or what to feel.." i am still crying but he holds me in his arms. "Don't worry Angie. It will be fine. We will get through this." That's the last thing i heard him say before i fell asleep in his arms..
THE NEXT MORNING
GERMAN POV
We're sitting at the table now..Olga, Ramallow, Vilu Angie and I. "How was your sleepover at Cami's Vilu?" "It was awesome! We watched some movies and then talked all night long..about girls stuff you know! How was your night with Angie?" "My? My night with Angie?.." Angie looks at me blushing, but then quikly looks away. "Uh yeah i heard you two were alone last night. What did you guys do? "Uhh..we..." "We watched a movie!" She finished my sentence. I look at her confused. "Uh yeah..a movie..a great one." I smile at her and she smiles back. Oh god i don't know why i'm enjoying this moment so much.. "Oh cool. What movie?" "Uhh.." she said while drinking some tea. "Friends with benefits!" I responded quikly. She spit the tea out and looked at me with a red face. "Miss Angie!? What's wrong?" "Oh uh Olga..it was hot." "What?" Olga said. "What?" Vilu and i added. "Uh..the..the tea. It was..hot. i'm sorry i had to spit it out or else my tongue would have been burned off!" "Oh okay i get it. I will get something to clean it.." and Olga got up. "I'm gonna help Olga!.." Ramallow said. And he left too. "Sooo.." Vilu said awkwardly. "I have to get dressed for the studio..bye!" And she got up and left. "So, it was hot, huh? ;)"
