Everything has Changed {Sequel to This is my life}

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

I went back to the car sobbing. I started hitting my head on the steering wheel, that was going to leave a bruise later. "What the hell was wrong with me?" I asked myself sobbing and continued hitting my head on the steering wheel.

I went home after i calmed myself down it took 12 minutes for me to get calm. I unlocked the front door and read a note on the counter top. 'Hi honey i'll be home in a few days emergency meeting in Miami. Your brother is at a friends. No parties. Love you hun.' I read. "Typical." I muttered under my breath I went into my room and laid down it was already 1 am.

2:15 am

I looked around the lifeless room. Staring at the blank walls in front of me. I made a huff and looked down at my arms. I ran my fingers over my cuts. I hated myself for when i put them on my body. I got up and put on a sweater over it so it wouldn't distract me.

3:00 am

They say people who are up at three am are the loved and the lonely. Which i believe is true because I barely had any friends and Calvin loved me. I turned around not knowing why and looked at my wall. The only wall with something on it. When i was obsessed with getting my room to look like one of the ones on tumblr I made a magazine quote and put it up. "Sometimes you just need to go for it." I whispered under my breath. I sat up rubbing my head. I repeated the words over and over again. There must have been a reason why i chose that quote. Then it came to me. I grabbed my bag running out to my car. I put in the keys, low fuel. Not enough to get where i wanted to go. I ran inside throwing on a pair of shorts and white converse. I ran. I had my destination and I was chasing it. I was going for it.