JAMIRYA POV
"Alright Is Everyone Here??" Da'Vante Says Looking Around Meeting Every Child Face "Where's Jwan, Jontray And JaQuann-"
"We Here We Here" Jwan Says Coming In I Stand Hugging The Three Then We All Take A Seat While Da'Vante Stands
"Okay This Family Meeting Includes Jamirya Friends Also For Some Reason But Let's Start" I Stand And Walk To The Front And Clear My Throat
"Before We Start I Just Wanted To Let Asia, Quintez, Rashuad, Sydney, Riley, Ramiro, Zatina, Zoe, Zavion, Jwan, Jontray, JaQuann, Kaley, Kaitlyn, Trent, Ty, Cayden, Jayce, Ace, Amontray, And Amoni... Even Though Y'all Not Biologically Mine I Still Need Y'all All To Know I Love, Cherish, Enjoy, Every Last One Of You I Don't Ever Mean To Make Another More Important, But Lately I Failed I Don't Care How Many It Is I Try Giving Each Of You So Much Love I Took Each Of You In Because I Promise Myself Everyday I Will Be The Best Mother Y'all Will Ever Hope And Have I Love All Of You So Much I've Watched Y'all Grow Each Day But There Was A Time I Abandoned Y'all And I'm Still So Sorry There Was Times I Didn't Finish Quality Time With One Person Or Ignored The Others I'm Trying Though I Have More Kids Then I Ever Planned For" I Pause As Everyone Laughs And Smiles
"But I Love All Of Y'all So Much And Will Do Anything For Y'all, I Love Y'all And Forever Will" They Immediately Start Crowding Me And Hugging Me Tightly I Kiss All Their Heads Then Face My Biological Kids
"Aaleyiah, Prince, Sania, Na'Jay, Ke'Andre, Ayiana, Emrie And Addalyah I Love All Of You So Much No Matter What I Try To Be There For You Each If I Fail I'm So Sorry I Love Y'all All The Same As I Love The Rest Noone Gets More Love Then Anyone-"
"I Got More Love Mommy!" Ayiana Giggles Making Everyone Laugh I Smile And Pick Her Up
"As I Said Before I Love Y'all And Forever Will" The Eight Of Them Hugs And Kisses Me I Smile And Look At Da'Vante Then Sit Back Down Beside Young G And Chresento.
"Okay Whoever Has A Problem Speak Up Now Or Forever Hold Your Piece" Noone Stands For A Minute Then Ty Stands
"Um This Is Mainly Towards My Brother But Not In A Rude Way" Everyone Nods In Understatement
"Trent I'm Sorry That I've Been Taking All The Love From You I Didn't Think I Was I Mean You Never Said Anything And I Should Have Asked What Was Wrong When I Um Seen You Skipping Your Pills, Mama And Daddy I Should Have Told Y'all That He Wasn't Taking His Pills But I Was Afraid Cause He's Been Acting Normal So I Never Paid It Anymore Mind But Back To What I Was Saying I'm Sorry Noone Ever Showed You Love But Think About It I Know How You Felt Cause Daddy Use To Buy You More Shoes Then Me And Quintez Use To Take You Everywhere With Him And The Girls Use To Worship Everything You Do I Still Remember When Sania Lied For You But She's Never Lied For Me Ayiana And Na'Jay Slept With You When They Were Afraid Of Thunder But Not Me So I Can Relate To Your Anger I Just Never Said Or Explode Like You Did Earlier I'm Sorry Trent I Love You Bro" Everyone Awes As They Hug And Dap Each Other Up
"Next" Da'Vante Smiles As He Hugs Them. Zatina Stands And Glares At Me, Oh Boy
"Everyone Always Wonder Why I Hate Jamirya So Bad If Y'all Knew Why Maybe Y'all Would Hate Her Too" She Folds Her Arms And Stares At The Ground
"Jamirya You Took My Daddy From Me And My Real Mother I Got Over That After A Year Then Something Big Happened You Got Pregnant I Was Glad But Then All Happiness Left When I Realized Not Only Did You Take Me And My Daddy Quality Time But Every Child You Pushed Out Took My Daddy More And More Away From Me Every Time I Look At All Your Kids Jamirya I Hurt Every Time I Look At Da'Vante Other Kids I Hurt I Was Hurt Every Time I Was Around Anyone You Always Praised Zoe And Zavion Especially Zoe I Understand Her Disease But I Was Alone For Years Noone Ever Thought To Ask Maybe Zatina Wants To Be Apart Of This Little Trip Or Event What Made It Even Worse Did Anyone Actually Look At The Family Pictures?? I'm In Them But I'm Not Smiling A Bit I'm More In The Shadows Looking Down At Every Cut I've Made For Every Child That Comes In This House, For Every Bowl Placed At The Table, For Every Room Filled With Kids With Every Child In Here I Have The Same Amount Of Scars As Children You Have All Together Jamirya So I Don't Hate You For No Reason I Hate You Because You Took My Mother Life She At Least Made Me Seem Alive, I Hate You Because You Took My Daddy I Hate You Because You Never Tried Acknowledging Me And I Hate You Because You Never Been My Second Mother Just A Woman I Know The Name Of Jamirya" She Sits, Wipes Her Face And Look Ahead
I Couldn't Say Anything I Couldn't Even Swallow I Open And Close My Mouth
"And You Don't Have To Say Anything Now That Everyone Knows The Reason Just Go To The Next Person I'm Good" She Mumbles And Leaves The Room April Looks At Me Then Goes After Her Chresento Pulls Me In His Chest So I Can Cry
"Um We Go Have A Little Break" Da'VanteAwkwardly Mumbles.
I'm A Terrible Person End Of Discussion.
AALEYIAH POV
"Lay Her On Her Side And Watch Her Chest Rise" Young G Instructed Prince And Chresento As Mama Breaths Hard She Was Crying So Much She Hyperventilated I Hate Seeing My Mom In Pain I Watch As Da'Vante Come From Upstairs He Took The Younger Kids Upstairs So They Wouldn't See Mama Condition
"Maybe This Was A Bad Idea" Prince Says To Da'Vante I Don't Say Anything Just Swallow And Walk Towards The Kitchen I Count To Ten Then Head In
"Zatina Stop!" She Jumps And Drops The Pill Bottle I Rush To Pick Them Up Before She Gets Any And Read The Bottle
"Are You Crazy You'll Die In The Matter Of An Hour If You Took These" She Shrugs And Wipes Her Face She Was About To Swallow Ten Of Da'Vante Oxycodone I Sigh And Put The Bottle Up
"Look I Know You Feel The Need To Die I'm Sorry My Mama Have Made You Feel Like This But I Promise You She Loves You Just As She Loves All Of Together-"
"Look I'm Fine I Just Need To Use The Bathroom" I Rub My Eyes And Watch Her Go Upstairs I Read The Pill Bottle Again And Sigh Hitting The Cabinet
"Damn That Was Crazy" I Turn And Look At Quintez
"Is She Suicidal" He Walks Over And Sighs Noticing The Bottle In My Hand
"I Mean She's Distance Which Can Cause Depression Into Suicide If You Think About It Something Wrong With All Of Da'Vante Kids" He Lightly Chuckles "Hell I'm Gay So Yea Something Up With Us All" I Laugh And Shake My Head It's Hard To Believe He's Gay I've Seen To Many Girls In His Face And Even Caught A Girl Giving Him Head So I Want The Truth Or To Test His Ways Cause It's Hard To Believe He's Gay Even Courtney Says So
"Are You One Hundred Percent Sure Your Into Men" I Burst Out He Laughs And Bites His Lips "I'm Sure Of It" I Smirk And Look At The Stair Way "Lemme Go Check On Zatina-" A Gunshot Interrupts Me Ayiana, Na'Jay And Emrie Screams Were The First Thing That Sent Mama Flying In Here With Everyone Else Behind Her Da'Vante Runs Past Everyone As We Run Upstairs
"Omg!" Riley Covers Her Mouth Turning Away As We Run In The Bathroom I Cover My Mouth As Zatina Lays On The Bathroom Floor With Blood Oozing Out Of Her Chest Mama Cries Out And Drops On Zatina's Side
"I'm Sorry Zatina!!!" Jamirya Screams Da'Vante And Chresento Tries Pulling Her Up I Feel Myself About To Throw Up And Turn And Fall Into Quintez Chest Crying Hard, Ambulance And Police Sirens Were In The Distance I Feel Myself Slump To The Ground And Notice Na'Jay Just Looking With A Blank Look As If Either Knew Something Or Has Seen More Then One Suicide Attempt.
Omg.....
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