Four Months Later
JAMIRYA POV
I Sniff And Rub Ayiana Face As She Lays On The Little Hospital Bed; Still As Ever Her Little Chest Moved Lightly I Let My Eyes Go To The Machine And Blink Out A Tear
My Baby In A Coma
I Sniff And Look Down I Have To Be A Terrible Mother That Night Will Haunt Me Forever Until The Dirt Is Thrown Over My Grave.
Aaleyiah And Prince Walks In With Na'Jay, Ke'Andre, Emire, Sania,
"Hey Mama" Aaleyiah Mumbles I Sniff And Nod "Are You Okay" I Just Stare At The Wall Then Nod Yes Prince Has A Little Mark On His Shoulder Where The Bullet Came In And Out. I Look At Na'Jay She Was Shot In The Shoulder Also She's Still Has Nightmares I'm Sure Everyone Does
"Mama Daddy Bought Us New Beds"Sania Breaks The Silence I Let Her Sit In My Lap Even Though She's Twelve She Acts More Like Na'Jay, Ke'Andre And Emire I Don't Know Why Though
"Okay Baby Girl" She Wipes A Tear That Was Falling
The Door Opens And Jalissa, Amori, Ramiro,Dewayne, Ty, Trent, Rashaud, Asia And Addaylah Walks In
"Hey Mama" Trent Mumbles I Let Ty Hug Me And Stare At My Stomach
"Ty Cmon Before She Break Down-" I Stop Asia
"It's Okay" I Wipe The Hundredth Tear For The Day And Bite My Lip As Memories Hit Back To That Night
Flashback
"Quickly Hook Up The IV Were Loosing Her!" I Feel My Eyes Rolling Trying My Hardest To Stay Alive
"Baby Do Not Leave Me Talk To Me" Chresanto Voice Goes In My Ears "Chresanto" I Lift My Hand Trying To Find His Hand
"I'm Here Baby Stay With Me" He Squeezes My Hands And Cups My Cheeks "Cmon Baby We Almost There Stay With Me Open Your Eyes So I Know Your Listening Or Blink Twice Do Not Leave Me" I Squeeze His Hand Instead
"Sir Move Back Please" I Hear Chresanto Mumble Something And Feel My Body Being Lifted And Transported On A Gurney
"Sir The Other Ambulance Is Right Behind" I Could Hear Da'Vante Yelling And Cussing But I Couldn't Make Out The Specific Words
"Jamirya Stay With Us" I Nod Not Knowing Who Talking To Me
"Hook Her Up Quickly Now!" I Try Opening My Eyes
"Doctor Her Stomach She Was Two Months Pregnant" A Female Voice Says Shakily
"Go Get The Father Of The Baby... There's Bad News" After Those Words I Already Knew I Lost My Baby, Baby Boy At That
Flashback Over
I Hold My Stomach I Would Be Due By Now If I Was Never Shot I Lost My Baby Boy Prince Sits Down And Hugs Me Tight
"I Know Your Hurting Mama I Don't Understand The Pain But It's Effecting Everyone Everything That Went Down Is Hurting Everyone... I Didn't Get To Hold My Little Brother Prince II" I Was Going To Name Chresanto And My Son After Prince.
"But Mama Your Pregnant Now Aren't You" I Sniff And Shrug
"I Just Been Missing My Monthly Chresanto Hasn't Touched Me Every Since That Night He Hasn't Been Himself We All Know That"
I Don't Know Why I Haven't Been On My Cycle I'm Not Complaining It's Just Not Normal To Miss For Almost Six Months When I'm Not Pregnant.
I Reach In My Purse And Pull Out The Two Months Sonogram I Got A Day Before The Tragedy I Sniff Thinking About The Baby I Had To Push Out A Stillborn I Break Down Jalissa And Amori Pull Me In
"It's Okay Shhhh" Amori Wipes My Face "I Know Your Hurting It's Okay"I Shake My Head No And Stand
"Everything Bad Always Happen To Me! I Can't Win For Losing I've Been Through So Much All My Kids Have Been A Target If It's Not By Bitches Da'Vante Fucks Around With Its Niggas Him And Chresanto Has Problems With My Kids Can't Even Go In Public Without Someone Noticing There My Kids And Not In A Good Way People Only See Me As A Hoe With More Then Twenty Kids I'm On Hip Hop World Star, Instagram, Twitter, YouTube Everything With Me Fighting, Or On TV From Getting Shot Multiple Times, In Jail And Suicidal Attempts For Crying Out Loud Why Can't Someone Shoot Me In My Head And End It All!" I Cry Out And Hit The Wall Over And Over
"Mama Stop! Please!" Prince Yells I Scream Out And Grab A Scalpel Near The Cabinet And Hold It To My Throat This All To Much I Just Want Die I Know It's Selfish But I Can't Keep Doing This.
"Jamirya Put It Down Now" Everyone Eyes Land On A Man At The Door In A Doctor Uniform And On His Side Is My Brother Devone, My Little Brother Kevontae And Little Sister Kiana And Lastly My Aunt Jones I Frown And Swallow
"Who Are You" Ramiro Demands With One Hand On His Gun The Man Steps Forward And Look In My Eyes
"I'm Khyre, Jamirya Brother" I Just Stare Then Swallow Slowly
"W..what" He Slowly Walks To Me And Stands In Front Of Me "I'm Your Brother Mama Didn't Abort Me Just Put Me In Foster Care" I Blink Then Close My Eyes And Faint
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In MM Is Chresanto House, How It Looks On The Inside, Jamirya Walk In Closet, Chresanto Walk In Closet, And Few Of The Kids Beds
First Pic Is Ke'Andre Bed
Second Pic Is Asia & Addalyah Beds
Third Pic Is Na'Jay & Emrie Bed
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