Internet roleplay ( a patrick stump fan-fic)

Kik

For the past 5 years i have lived off of Fall Out Boy. I should have grown out of this phase by now but I haven't.
Me and my best internet friend have been role-playing on kik for i would say 5 years. Most of our role plays were FOB but every now  and then it would be Twenty One Pilots it depends on our mood.
Her favorite fall out boy member was Pete Wentz. I remember we would have these really long talks at night about how we would fall more in love with for me Patrick and her Pete. We were so close and i had finally found an internet friend. I remember i went through several like one said her best friend jumped off a bridge and died but a week later she would post pictures of her and her " best friend " and she would send me pictures of how she slashed her wrists saying " i made a new master piece" i tried to help her but she stopped talking to me. Another one i had was in a car crash and was in the hospital and rped me. Ya i have had some pretty crazy things happen to me but then I finally found the perfect one to rp with. And we still rp today.

I was sitting at home alone today. My parents are always working and when they come home they are either moody or something. They always tell me to get out but i can never get them to do something. They wonder why i have become distant but its hard to get close to someone you rarely see.

Most of my days i day dream about Patrick even though i know it will never happen since he is married and has the cutest little kid. But for some odd reason there is still that hope.

I pull out my phone that has my baymax phone case and i scroll down my Instagram waiting for veronica to answer our kik rp.

I am on my band account @/gerard_wentz_urie so all the posts are about bands.

I scroll across this video and i stop to watch since its Patrick and i swear i almost cry from what it says because my heart is broken.

*playing slow sad music* " why is it the ones that bring so much light into our life don'tq know we exist?"

Its so true what the video said. Why cant he know me. Why cant Patrick at least know i exist.

I go to the little blue square on the bottom of my screen and i pick the first picture i see and I caption it.

" why is it the people that bring such light to you don't know you exist? #patrickstump" i then posted the picture.

Veronica texts back right after i posted the picture.

Our rp

Ps: i love you i have since i first met you
V: pete it cant be... Why would you like me

In our rps she play
Patrick and herself and i play Pete and myself

Pw: its true i do love you
H: awe patrick!!!

As i answer back i get an Instagram alert. I swipe up the alert so i can finish texting her back because it's probably only a like or something on my photo.

Once i am done replying i go back to Instagram to see it wasn't a like but a comment.

I click on the alert icon and wait for it to load. As it loads i click on the picture with the comment.

@patrickstump: i know you exist

Once i read the comment my heart flutters and i start to freak.

Wait! I should check and see if this is really him.

As i look more i see that Pete wentz and joe and andy all follow him.

I freak out more at the comment.

Thee Patrick Stump knows i exist.