Broken and Fixed
written by stainless_pen ♥
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I once lived in a world where flesh and bloods were the things that surround me.
I kept on stomping my feet as it tickles her,
I kept on swirling around getting bigger and bigger.
And I once said to myself, I need a larger shelter.
I once lived in a world where smiles and laughters were everywhere.
They kept on beaming as I kept on crying,
They kept on watching as I kept on wailing.
And I once asked myself, were they enjoying?
I once lived in a world where toys and gadgets were always there.
I cried in the malls, clunging in her arms for just a tiny toy, wanting a balloon like what the other child was holding.
I said to her "I want that one!" but she never bought it.
I was mad at her but she never mind it.
I once lived in a world of internet, gadgets and computers.
I act as if I didn't hear her command.
I continued clicking the mouse and chatting with my friends.
I don't want her here anymore, I want my own world.
I once lived in a world full of drugs.
Yeah, I thought I would love it more than how much I love her.
I am devastated, destroyed, left and broken.
But someone suddenly hugged me tight.
She said she still loves me even though I'm completely ravaged.
She said she'll never leave my side.
And she taught me to put my trust on God.
I know that as years go by, she will leave.
I know that as years go by, I will never see her.
I know that as years go by, I will be like her too.
But do I know when will that time come? Maybe tomorrow, the next day, the next few weeks, or the next few years.
I don't know.
And years after, she left. She died from a breast cancer.
Why does she need to leave me?
I missed her.
I missed her so much.
How could I get her back again?
A heart given to me is a heart full of gratitude.
A heart given to her is a heart full of love and sacrifice.
Now, I'm a fully grown woman.
I have this little angel inside me.
I sing a lullaby as he listens to me.
And I once asked myself, when are you gonna see us my little child?
I am willing to care for you.
I am willing to love you.
I am willing to sacrifice for you.
I will never leave you.
Mom, I will consider you as my model. You will always be my mentor, my guide, my teacher, my protector and my bestfriend.
I love you mom.
Thanks for everything.
This is your daughter, once broken, now fixed...because of you. ♥
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS OUT THERE! Greet your mom now before it's too late! :))
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-stainless_pen ♥
