A Mother's Love Never Fades.....

Chapter 7

It was completly black then white. I blinked a few times in till I could finally see. I was in a white room with a bed and a bedside dresser. I wasnt in the bed though. I was standing. I looked around and saw someone laying in the bed.
It was me.....
My face was pale as snow, with my eyes swelled up to the point where i couldnt even see them anymore. There was a breathing tube in my mouth and I could hear the steady beat of my heart. My breathing was a bit raspy. I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and say myself. I had perferct curly hair with the same face before the accident. I felt completly fine with no scraches at all. I looked completly fine. Am I dead??
I started to panic and my breathing got faster. I heard the beeping noise of the machine beat faster. I ran out of the bathroom and saw my heart monitor go crazy. I guess whatever i did would also happen to the real me sleeping.

Nurses burst through the door to check to see what was wrong. I backed up startled and I started to get scared. Why wasnt I alseep, why am I here??
I tried to grab one of the nurses shoulders but my hand went right through her. I fell and quickly got up. I looked at my hands and tried again but failed. I started screaming hoping they would hear me but nobody looked up. I started to have an anxiety attack.
The nurses grabbed a needle and filled it with Alprazolam ( a medicine that treats anxiety and panic disorder) and injected it into my right arm right into my vein. I felt the hot sensation in my arm and I looked at it and saw a red swell start to form.

I started to feel a rush of calmness flow through my head and I sat down on the stool a couple feet away from the bed. I felt really tired yet a couldnt sleep. I couldnt feel my face or my body. I just sat there and listened to my heart monitor slow down. I thought it was going to stop for a minute, almost wishing that it did, but it slowly started to beat at its regular beat again. The nurses sighed and gather their things and walked out closing the door softly behind them.

I stared at myself, not sure if I was mad or upset. I always hated getting mixed feelings cause I never knew what to do.

I heard the door open again with two new people. My mom and my dad. They came in and looked at me, both with sad faces and started crying. My mom breathed heavy and my dad had low muffles. My mom hugged my dad and he rubbed her back, trying to calm her.

I looked at them with a blank expression, unable to move. The voice inside my head was screaming at them, trying to get there attention but none of them looked. They just kept on staring at my helpless body, breathing steady.

"LOOk AT ME!!! PLEASE!!" the voice said, yet I couldnt move or do anything. My parents didnt even flinch .

"Goodbye honey, we love you sooo much." my mom sayed with my dad nodding his head. She kissed my head and started to leave.

"NO DONT LEAVE LOOK OVER HERE IM RIGHT HERE WHY WONT YOU JUST LOOK AT ME!! DAD DONT LEAVE ME AGAIN I NEED YOU!! PLEASE?!! ANSWER ME WHY WONT YOU ANSWER ME!!??" The voice inside my head started crying. She was yelling and weezing and tried to control her breathing. My mom and dad shut the door and I was left all alone.