Howl For Him

13.

The Teachers Werewolf
Jessie Ware - Say You Love Me.

Do you ever have that feeling that you just got used?

That's exactly what I felt like the day after Charlie told me his fiancé broke up with him.

I was in his Maths class and he hadn't once laid his eyes on me.

Even with the register, he didn't look at me.

For everyone else, he called out their name and looked at them.

With me, he called mine out with hesitation and continued to look at the computer screen.

A feeling of hurt ran through me, but I shook it off.

I didn't need to have this feeling at the moment.

The pencil I held was almost broken in half at how tight I was holding it.

I was becoming irritated every second Charlie didn't pay attention to me.

Fair enough he's a teacher and there are other students...but I'm his soul
mate.

He normally asks me questions, picks on me and actually looks at me.

Now he can't even go near me.

I feel used.

I felt like one of those girls that finally gave up their virginity, but only for the guy to be a prick the next day.

Except I didn't give Charlie my virginity. No way. Not in a classroom at least...

I wanted to give it to him when he's fully mine.

Even though he should be fully mine now, I just don't understand what's stopping him.

Is it the fact that he's still young and he will be settling down very quickly?

I mean, I didn't care what age I was settling down as long as it's with Charlie.

He was supposed to feel the same way and I'm not sure why he's treating me like this.

I sighed to myself, I knew I was starting to overthink.

I placed my head on the table as I rolled my eyes once I felt them prickle with tears.

Stop being so weak. You're stronger then this.

I pulled out my phone, under the table and started to iMessage Sam.

It was seconds later that my ears picked up on Charlie's footsteps coming closer.

Before I knew it, my phone was snatched out of my hand.

My head whipped up so fast as I furrowed my eyebrows. "That's mine." I tried to grab it, but instead of giving it to me he moved his arm out of reach.

I rolled my eyes once his eyes read over the message.

"Who's Sam?" He questioned, a look crossed his face but he covered it quickly once students were watching.

"Oh, just some fling..." I snickered quietly once I saw Charlie's reaction.

Now, everyone knew that Sam was gay and happily proud of it.  Except for Charlie.