Lust Or Love

The aftermath

2 weeks later

Damien's POV

You know you gotta get out of bed and eat something right . I said looking down at her in the bed.

Chyna: I'm not hungry . She said turning away from me .

Well your mom called while you were asleep and said she was coming to see you .

Chyna: what I'm not ready to see anyone right now .

Chyna I know it's been just two weeks but we have to stay strong .

Damien how can you fix your face and basically tell me to get over the death of my unborn child. She said sitting up in bed .

I never said to get over it but I said we can't just mope around about it for too long we can't change what happened .

Damien please just out of my face right now before I smack the shit outta yu.

Look here Chyna watch ya mouth and who yu talking too like you don lost ya mind na I can't change what happened and I'm sorry we going through this all but we will get through it together . But you gon have to be willing to move forward with me . He said turning to her on the bed .

WE 👀👀👀 Damien 👀 "we" ain't going thru shit its me going through this shit alone nobody can be blamed for this shit but me for being so fucking blind to the shit that was right in front of me all along . How long you been fucking her Damien ? She said fighting the tears that try to escape her eyes .

Chyna it was a mistake ( he began to explain) I'm s... Chyna cut him off

Damien just stop she said getting up out the bed with her eyes now burning .

Yo i know I fucked up yal big time cause this shit ain't getting no better.

I let her walk out the room and into the bathroom . When I heard the door slam I went to put my ear to the door .

Chyna baby I don't know what to do I know we lost not only trust but the life of our baby through this shit cause my fucking actions yo I said to her on the other side of the door my voice now cracking.

I can hear her now sobbing and sniffling trying to keep her cries under control

Baby unlock the door fa me please he said holding the door knob

I heard the door unlock and I came in seeing her crawled up on the floor crying and when she saw me she said she hated her life  and herself .

Baby don't blame ya self you couldn't have known you wee gonna have that accident that night and if we hating and blaming people it would be me .

She started crying more and louder holding her stomach . Why me Damien why can't my happiness last long huh she asked me while crying .

I got down on my knees and I said idk baby I'm so sorry please just let me hold you I asked grabbing her

She came into my arms and I sat on the floor with her in between my legs and her head in my chest and we both sat on the bathroom floor crying .