Lust Or Love

8.

Katherine's POV
I'm going over to Chyna and Damien's house to check on her . I haven't seen her since she was in the hospital , but I have been communicating with her thru the phone . It's just that I'm not a fan of that little boy she call herself marrying I just think it's something off with that boy. He's came in when she was young and ever since then I can't tell that girl chyna nothing . I just feel like chyna deserves better than how he once treated her, she can possibly forgive but I can't forgive him for how many times he's made her cry , lied and cheated on her and I was the one to comfort every time . I hope he not home cause then I have to be on my best behavior . I pulled up in front of Chyna's house and took my purse from the passenger seat and took my phone out to dial chyna's number .
~Phone convo~
Hello
Hi mommy how's everything ?
Chyna baby can you answer the door for me ? ( I said while walking to the front door )
What I thought you said you were coming yesterday ? ( she said checking out the window)
Chyna if you don't open up this damn door (she said in a warning voice)
Ok mom ( she shouted out to Damien) can you get the door for my mom please !!
~Hangs up~
Damien : good morning ms Katherine how are you (he asked opening the door)

Me: good morning and I'm fine and you
(Giving a weak smile)

Chyna: hi mommy ( she said rushing downstairs)

Chyna's POV
I'm worried about my moms behavior today with me and Damien being around. She's so worried about me and my health but she isn't really taking care of herself ever since my dad left us when I was about 12 years old . I never really put my trust in men much because I know they are full of disappointment . My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer last year and me and my aunts are the only ones she's ever told . I think she is in denial of her having such a scary and risky sickness that all families dread because it's either changed or took their loved ones lives . I remember when I first found out my mom was sick I was .... (Going into a flashback) maybe at work or nursing school . And I got a text from my aunt Evelyn telling me I should come up to the house and see my mother . And I'm thinking my mothers fine i just spoke to her yesterday and she sounded pretty ok to me besides a little bit of chest pains. Which she described to me ask mild heart burns so I didn't think anything of it . So , i reply and say I'll be there on my lunch break . So I'm in school and y'all know how you get the feeling something just ain't right yeah so that's how I'm feeling I gotten that text and it just didn't sit right with me why is my aunt Evelyn telling me to go see my mother during these hours . They know Monday's thru Thursday's 8 a.m. To 1 p.m. Is my schooling hours and then Friday to Saturday is my work days . So it must be something serious going on . I get into deep thought of all the possible reasons my mom and auntie can want me over there . I start working and my lunch break couldn't come any slower . I taking notes and losing focus to what my professor is saying because of my loud worrying thoughts and me staring into space and looking back and forth from my phone to the clock . Counting down the time I'm in here .

Katherine: Chyna baby ( my mom said waving her hands in my face)

Me: huh ( snapping out my thoughts)

Katherine: did you hear me I said I'm going to cook you dinner ( she said rolling up her sleeves)

Me: oh oh ok mom what you cooking ( me and Damien now following her into the kitchen)

Katherine: some lasagna and stuffed garlic bread

Chyna and Damien both : mmhhhh 😋

Chyna: come on hurry up mama we starving (whining like a child)

Katherine: if you two don't get out this damn kitchen nagging. She said grabbing and pointing the wooden spoon at the both of them.

Chyna and Damien both ran out the kitchen laughing .

Damien's POV
This the first time me and chyna been something like our old selves since the accident and I'm liking this I hope we can stay like this so we can move on and forward.

Damien now walks up behind chyna . He is now hugging her frame from behind . Kissing on her neck a little .

Chyna: ( trying to pull away a little) damien just please

Damien : ( whispering in her ear ) chyna baby I miss you please just let me love you .

Chyna: ( getting out of his grip) Damien I can't right now just stop it ok ( trying to fight the tears and her voice shaking )

Chyna I'm ss.... She walked upstairs before he could finish his sentence