"Lalonie are you in there?" I heard Jayson say as he banged on the bathroom floor. I got up and opened it for him. His eyes grew big as he looked at me. I had dry tears on my face and my hair was a mess.
"What happened" Jayson said as he picking me up and laying me gently on the bed. I shook my head. I didn't have the courage to the him I slept with his best friend. I had lost everyone I could trust I didn't wanna lose Jayson either. I laid on the bed with my eyes closed. I looked at the darkness. Then I saw a lady with long blonde hair appear.
"Mom?" I mumbled in shocked.
"Yes baby Girl" she said coming closer to me.
"What are you doing here" I said looking at how beautiful she was.
"I'm here to tell you. You didn't fail me, if anything I failed you baby. You were always my perfect little angel. Just because you made one little mistake don't beat yourself down." She said kissing my forehead.
"You never failed me. I love you mommy" I said snapping back to reality. Jayson was looking down at me.
I turned over and put my face in the pillow. I really did miss my mother! Jayson patted my back. I hated I had to be here. This was a very nice family in all but I miss my family.
I cried and cried. I just want peace! I screamed in my head. I just want peace. That's all I want. I wanted peace and loved. That's all I wanted. God please.
3 hours later...
I had eaten all day... I'd been sleeping all day long. Ginger was down stairs cooking I could smell her delicious cooking. But I didn't feel like eating. I was very depressed.
I laid on the bed comfortably staring blankly at the ceiling. Then my door cracked open. I didn't budge to see who it was.
"Lalonie here you go" Jayson said giving me a plate. It had Chicken, Broccoli, And French fries. I took the plate out of his hand and sat it next to me. It looked good. Jayson stared at me from the door which seemed like it lasted forever. He finally left and I started to eat and chew slowly. I didn't know why I felt so bad but I did. I know it was all my fault but still. Maybe I wanted it... Maybe I didn't.
I was eventually full. The food was good.I just hated the fact that I feel this way. I just hate myself for putting myself in this situation. Theres no drama yet but trust me there will be!!! Then everyone might as we call me Lonie the hoe.
For the rest of the night it went by slow. Tomorrow I went back to school and for some reason I was happy but at the same time no so happy. I was happy because I hated being alone In the house for the past three days of my life. I'm not so happy because I can't look people in the eye without thinking I'm a hoe. I know km exaggerating but I really don't care. For some people that is just a false mistake for me that's a sin.
"Hey lalonie" Jayson said appearing opening my door.
I gave him a little slight smile.
"Are you okay?" Jayson said sitting on the bed next to me.
"Yes" I said nodding. I lied lord knows I felt guilty as ever.
"I'm sorry I never knew you went through so much" he said layiv next to me.
"Well I have." I said signing.
"That's why I wanna make it better" He said getting on top and forcing his lips on top of mines.
"Jayson get off!" I said pushing him off making him budge a little.
"What's up with you" he said getting off of me raising an eyebrow. I rolled my eyes and went into the bathroom.
I looked I'm the mirror for what seemed like forever. I saw a harmful innocent girl who looked like she wouldn't do any damage. Well.. I wish I was still that girl. I really do.
I turned on the hot water and got in the bath. I laid there for minutes with my head laid back. I was relaxed I wish I felt like that all the time. It was like the world was mines nothing but peace and love.
Eventually I got out of the bath. I really didn't want to. I had to be honest sitting in that bath made me feel like everything was okay even though its not...
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Sorry this chapter was boring I know. It took me awhile to publish it because I was busy... And yea. But next chapter is gone be out either tonight or Saturday. Maybe Friday but I'm going to a football game and I might be to lazy to finish and publish.
~Mookiez
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Ficção Adolescente(La•Lo•Ne•) Lalonie Henderson is a a Foster kid. Lalonie may be nice, but she doesn't like to be lied to. Her whole life she was told everything was going to be okay. But that was a Lie! Lalonie's dad was shot and killed. Lalonie's mother was so c...
