*Ally's pov*
Quan and i decided to go house shopping, and baby shopping. We saw this huge big condo. In Albany New York. It was big. Quan said he's going to go call the owner later on. It had a huge yard. It was huge. I'd love to live in a house like that.
We even saw the cutest nursery set. We found lots of cute stuff. I was already excited, and happy to be pregnant. Mom was still mad at me, but there's nothing she could do, to stop me from having this baby.
When Quan and I got home we though of baby names...
"What about Kylie" Quan said smirking at me.
"What about... Ciyah. I always loved that name" I said.
"What about... Ka'Ciyah" Quan said smiling.I nodded.
"I love it baby" I said kissing him.
"We should have a baby shower" I said thinking who could plan it.
"Yeah we should" Quan said rubbing my belly.
"Hmm... Lalonie could plan it. My foster sister!" I said. Quan nodded his head in agreement then I grabbed my phone and called her.
*Lalonie's pov*
Jayson and I were on our way home. When I got a call from someone. "Hello" I answered. "Hey Lalonie". The person over the phone said.
"Ally?" I said confused. "Yes. I need a favor" she said. "Sure anything"I said walking into the house behind Jayson.
"I need you to throw me a baby shower" she said. "Of course!" I said jumping up and down. Then she hung up.
"Who was that?" Jayson said curiously.
"Ally! She wants me to through her a baby shower" I said excitedly. Jayson just rolled his eyes and went upstairs. Ginger had work today, besides she was still depressed about Ally being pregnant. It was devastating for all of us. But it really put a dent in Gingers heart.
I went up to my room and laid down. I played candy crush on my phone then Jayson came walking in my room. He laid next to me and we just smirked at each other , which seemed like forever. It was cute thought I didn't mind at all.
Jayson was cute and I couldn't lie. I might've even liked him. But I cant fall in love with him! I will not let myself fall for him that deep! No I won't let that happen again.
Last time I fell in love, with this guy named Xavier. Xavier was quite the flirt. He was cute and was athletic. Then he got into selling drugs... Then he became a drug attic. He would sometimes hit me. Then say sorry. I thought he was gone change but one day, he saw me hugging my friend, Chris and he beat me deeply. But he apologize, and blah blah.. Of course my dumb ass accepted it. Okay so... Things went well ... til we had sex. But I didn't know he recorded it. He sended the video to this whole school! I lost All my friends.. I had boys who would ask for blow jobs and all.. Then he cheated on me. That's when I had enough and dumped him. He then moved away... But mother had me transfer school, because girls would try to jump me. Sometimes they even would threaten my mom. That's why I can't love again! I don't wanna get hurt. My life has been nothing but shit. I just wish I had peace. I've never had peace in my life. Ever since I popped out my mothers Vagina there was hell. When I was little my grandpa would rape me. It took years for my mother to found out. He raped me til I was 10. Then mother would stay out all night so I raised myself about half of my life. I was taught to take care of myself never depend on nobody for shit! I never did, because I didn't have anybody but mother. Mother died 3 months ago.... Daddy died a year ago.
Daddy was always my hero. I always thought he was gone come back for me. But hr never did which hurt me deeply. He promised and he was shot and killed before he could say bye.
Eventually Jayson had left... And I was In my room now crying in my pillow. My life was never normal. Everyone thought I had the most greatest life but I didn't. They thought since I was beautiful my life was good. It wasn't!
Everyone would say "it'd be okay sweetie" well it wasn't over! It never was. That was the biggest lie I'd ever heard in my life. The two people I loved and trusted the most were taken out this world! People I thought I could trust left me. I never had anyone. My life was nothing. I would take lots of shit back if I could. But I can't! My life will never change. The only time I can do is live my life as me! My mother and daddy are still deep in my heart. I will always love them. They are my rock.
Love you mom and daddy. I said crying. I was now depressed and all I wanted was to be loved.
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Fiksi Remaja(La•Lo•Ne•) Lalonie Henderson is a a Foster kid. Lalonie may be nice, but she doesn't like to be lied to. Her whole life she was told everything was going to be okay. But that was a Lie! Lalonie's dad was shot and killed. Lalonie's mother was so c...
