I sit on the couch with Stevie sitting on my lap and her head on my shoulder.
I've always been her shoulder to cry on, her rock to lean on. She was sobbing into my shoulder whilst she was clutching my shirt. I feel her tears soak through my black shirt; so I ran my fingers through her black hair working my way down to her red extensions. I knew this would calm her down because this break up hit her hard. But all I could do was be there for her. As the night progressed the crying eventually stopped, Stevie finally fallen asleep. I felt her chest rise and fall against mine before I finally fell asleep.
As the sun rose I realised Stevie's body had slipped onto my lap, the sun was hitting her skin and hair perfectly. I could barely control my emotions. I know that I can't kiss her, it would be too soon; I don't want to be her pitiful rebound. I want to be her world. As her eyes began to open I see the tears well up in her eyes again. I decided to pick her up and carry her upstairs to my room. Whilst carrying her, Stevie managed to snake her arms around my neck; and my hands are trapped under her knees. When I go to put her down she wouldn't want to let go. It was like she was scared to let go, as if she was going to fall.
"Stevie, your going to have to let go of me if you want me to make breakfast..." I gently said
" But Ally what if you get lost, and I lose you?" She sobbed.
"Stevie, you realise this is my house so I know my way around this wonderland."
Stevie giggled I always know how to make her laugh, her smile is contagious. As I place her on the bed I sit next to her we both faced each other. I shuffled closer, I knew this would be the make or break point. I didn't care about Too soon or anything else. I caressed her face and we both leaned in. As our lips met I felt explosions go off inside of me. She grabbed my waist and pulled me closer towards her, we both fell back into my bed. I was on top of her, my heart was beating ridiculously fast. Just as I was about to deepen the kiss I decided to break away, we both struggled to catch our breath.
" I really like you Stevie." I whispered.
" Ally, I really like you too... But I think it might be a bad idea to get involved with each other." she panted.
Author Note: A picture of Stevie Boebi is at the top/side of this chapter
Author Note: Hi Guys, if anyone has read this please send me constructive criticism. This is my first story so yeah. Stevie and Ally if you somehow are reading this I hope you guys like it. A picture of Stevie Boebi is at the top/side of this chapter
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