Adopted By Hollywood Undead

5. But.. I Love You

Charlie's POV

The guys and I are in a circle K and we bought those little taquitos, shit ton of chips, skittles, gummy bears, shit ton of beer and so much other shit. Da Kurlzz started paying for his chips and we slowly creeped behind him and put our stuff down making him pay for all of it. Matt gives us a 'wtf' look.

"Shut the fuck up, you're gonna be the fat ass who eats all this shit up anyways.." I nudge him. He nods knowing his fat ass tends to do that ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

Fuck. I should've bought a fucking donut. Dammit. Is it too late? I turn to look at Matt and he's already handing the money.. I'm too late. RIP.

Johnny starts the car and we open the beers. I get the aux cord and start blasting some good shit, also known as Hollywood Un-fucking-dead. 

*long ass intro to the song*

"I WANNA FUCK THE WOORLD, I'M GONNA MAKE IT HURT. ILL STAND HERE ALL ALOONE. IM GONNA WATCH IT BURN" we all scream. 

We're all fucking shaking the car and banging our heads until we feel like shit but who gives a fuck, what?!

We get to the house and I straight up jack the beer and run up the stairs and bang on the front door "Open the fucking door! I ran away from the guys and stole their chips.. Oh wait fuck, Haha I have keys" I take the keys out of my pocket and open the door.

I look up at a flustered Jorel and a shirtless Nicole.. "Woah. What the fuck did I just walk in on?" I semi-yell closing the door behind me.

"Jordan.. Dude. This isn't what it looks like... O-okay, maybe it is what it looks like b-but d" Jorel rambles on looking and sounding delirious.

"Dude shut the fuck up already" pushing past him and putting the bags down. I look at Nicole and she looks scared.. I walk up to her and lift her chin up slowly.

"Hey, are you okay?" I ask her as reassuringly possible.

"Jordan, please don't tell Johnny about this, he'll be really angry with me and hell he will most likely take me back to that shitty foster care and I'll never get t--"

"Woah woah Nicky.. Calm down I'm not gonna tell Johnny if you don't want me to, and don't think if we get mad at you that we'll give up on you" I hug her. "You're apart of this family and we will never let you go"

She hugs me back and whispers a 'thank you so much charlie' in my ear. I give Jorel a death glare as the guys burst through the door.

"Parties heeeeere!" Dylan gets a beer and starts 'dancing'.

Johnny goes up to Nicole. "Hey.. Is everything alright?"

She looks at me and I give her a nod. "Yeah everything's fine" she gives him a hug and I look at Jorel again and he looks like he's about to pass out.

"Is that why you wanted us to adopt her? So you can fuck her?" I ask him.

"What the hell no! Don't think that" he says looking at me pained.

"Do you know how much Johnny wants to protect her? How Johnny is starting to love and care for her? He really wants to be a father figure for her.." I tell him.

"I-I think I'm in love with her.." He says putting his hands on his face. Oh shit. He's fucked.

"What movie are we watching?" Matt asks grabbing a shit ton of food and sitting down on the couch.

"Let's watch a horror movie!" Johnny says taking Nicole to the living room and sitting down next to her.

"Dude, I don't know what the fuck to do" Jorel whispers to me.

"If you really love her--"

"I do" he cuts me off.

"You didn't let me finish.." I roll my eyes. "If you really love her, talk to Johnny about it.." 

He chuckles. "Johnny would kill me"

"Well yeah, you nearly fucked his little girl" I tell him.

He rolls his eyes and walks past me.

Well it's true. It's barely been like 5 hours... How can you be in love with someone?..

Nicole's POV

Awkward tension between me, Jorel and Charlie. I'm pretty sure no one notices it, they're all pretty focused on the movie on the screen. I can see Jorel staring at me in the corner of my eye but I choose not to notice him.

Holy shit, I still can't even comprehend what just happened. Did I fuck things up? Dammit I shouldn't have kissed Jorel back. None of this would've happened. But then again.. I'm kinda happy I did kiss his back...

Wait.. Does this mean Jorel likes me? No it can't be..

I was taken out of my thoughts when Johnny shifts in his seat making me move with him. I place my legs on top of him and watch the movie to keep my mind off this situation.

Jorel's POV

I can't seem to focus on anything at this moment. Besides Nicky, of course. I'm literally staring at her beauty. We're watching The Shining and I have loved that movie for a long time now but it doesn't seem as important as Nicky. Fuck. I'm really whipped..

I think she noticed that I was staring at her because she glanced at me and grabbed some chips from the kitchen. In my head, that's my cue to talk with her. I get up and go to the kitchen.

"Nicole.." I get closer to her

"Jay, please not right now.." She pushes me away. Ouch.

"Nicky please we have to talk about this now" I plead grabbing her hand as she walks away.

She turns around and looks at me. "What!?"

I can't bring myself to say those three little words I feel for her.. Fuck why is this so hard?

"I-I.."

Why can't I say it.. Is it too early? Are these true feelings? I don't know anymore.

"Alright then.." She walks back to her seat.

But Nicole... I.. I...

I love you.

AN: omg well wasn't that just drama on drama. I'm sorry guys, I'm trying my best to update as much as possible but thank you sooooo much for reading my story! (:

well that shattered my heart.

But anyways, I'm trying to update the story weekly, so please be patient, ily guysssss

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