3. Sing Just a Little Bit More

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Johnny's POV

Charlie and I are currently sitting in a small room reading the responsibilities of taking care of a child from Meredith's Foster Care.

I look at Jordan and he looks like he's falling asleep in the chair so I just continue reading the 9 paged packet.

"Promise that you will be taking good care of Nicole?" The lady asks out of nowhere.

"Of course" I truthfully say. "Why would you think I wouldn't?"

"Nicole is a very special girl.." She says slowly.

"What exactly does that mean?" I say wanting her to spit it out already (pause XD)

"She didn't have the best childhood experience..."

I looked at her not fully understanding what she's saying.. "Go on.." I say.

"I can't tell you everything about her, that's up to her to let you in on her childhood" she says and I nod understanding the situation.

She tells us a little bit about what happened to her and why she is in foster care and she also told me that she would sing herself to sleep at age 11 throughout 16 to keep her calm.

Woah. I look at Charlie and he has the same expression I have right now.

J-Dog's POV

Nicole will be living and going on tour with us. I'm watching her grab all of her stuff from small drawers that are placed right next to her bed. She looks so happy, this makes me happy.

Matt and I grab all of her bags while Dylan and Nicole talk about the U.S. Tour and all the fun they're going to have

We go down stairs and put all her bags in the lobby, I sit down and Nicole sits next to me while the guys go outside to park the car and put in all her stuff

"You came back for me" she cheers, "you're the only person who has ever came back"

"I would never leave you," she puts her head on my shoulder and closes her eyes, I feel her hot breath tickle my neck as she exhales and I can't help but to stare at her.

All of Nicole's bags are in the car and ready to go. Dylan and Matt sit down on the other side of the seats and look at me, they word something out that I can't understand but before I can ask what he was saying, Johnny and Charlie walk in the hallway with a bunch of paperwork making Johnny the official guardian for Nicole

"Nicole Ragan. Has a nice sound to it, don't you think?" Johnny says to Nicole as he lifts her up to give her a hug.

"Yes!! I love it," she says in his neck as they hug "I can't even describe how I feel right now" the rest of the guys engulf Nicole into a group hug.

"Okay guys, we should get going, we have to show her around" Charlie says getting up and walking out the door to start the car.

Nicole says her goodbye's to all of the staff and kids in the building, I heard someone say "after 10 years you're finally leaving this place!" I didn't know if they were joking or not but Nicole seemed a little hurt after that comment, but she brushed it off and kept smiling on her way outside, but I know she was faking the smile on her face.

Nicole's POV

After what seemed like a 10 minute ride to their apartment we get off and I can't even process my situation; Hollywood Undead taking me in, George adopting me and being my un biological father, leaving the place I was for 10 years, it's just unbelievable.

We start walking towards the door of their apartment and Dylan walks in front of us with my bags

"MTV.. Welcome to my crib.." He says as he opens the door, we all laugh and they set my stuff down in the living room and they all crash onto the couch

"I'm hungryyyy" Matt groans as he lays down on the couch

"Matt, you're always fucking hungry.. It's not surprising" Charlie says throwing a pillow at him. Matt groans and kicks his legs towards Charlie to hit him in the head "fucking asshole" Charlie mumbles while turning the tv on

I stand there feeling awkward for not knowing where to go or what do..

"So Nicky.." Johnny, also formerly known as my legal guardian :)))))) looks at me, "can you sing?" He asks causing everyone's attention to turn towards me. Fuck.

"Ummmm nooo?" I say unsure

"Bullshit" Dylan says shaking his head. Fuck they're onto me

"Here sing the chorus to this song.." Johnny starts and when I was about to ask him what he was talking about he abruptly starts singing Black Dahlia, "I loved you, you made me, hate me, you gave me, hate see? It saved me, and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? You feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no, fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it died, this life and these lies and these lungs have sung this song for too long. And it's true I hurt too.." Johnny sings staring at me and signaling that my part is coming up.. Fuck shit dick dammit... "Remember? I loved you!"

"And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same.. I'm sorry oh, (sorry) sorry no (no) and I've been abused, I feel so used, because of you.. I'm sorry oh (sorry) sorry no (no)" I slowly sing looking at Jorel hoping he could continue the song and make this less awkward for me..

"I wish I could've quit you, I wish I never missed you. And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you. The future that we both drew and all this shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, that pain just grew and grew. How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you! Never was enough and the world is what I gave to you" Jorel sings so deeply and real it makes me want to hug him but I realize that he hasn't stopped staring at me the entire song.. Oh shit my part is coming up again.. "I used to be love struck! Now I'm just fucked up! Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!!" He screams towards the end.

I sing the chorus again and once I finish the chorus the guys look at me dumbfounded.. I look at them back covering my eyes and grunting "did I really sound THAT bad?"

"NOT EVEN" they all say in unison surprising me a little bit.

"You sing perfectly" Jorel says grabbing my hand and pulling me into a hug. Aww I love sensitive and cuddly J.

As J releases me from the hug I hear Charlie whisper "I think we found our new vocalist, and she's hot" and when I'm about to turn around I hear a thud and a groaning Charlie in pain and Johnny lecturing him..

Wait what. New vocalist?!?...

AN; I don't have much to say except for the fact that I don't have wifi in my new house and I write these at midnight and publish them in school WHERE THEY HAVE FREE WIFI bless.

Thaaaanks for taking time off ur fabulous and gr8 lives for reading my shitty book :)

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