You say you’re here to tell me
That everything will be okay
You’re here to “help”
Or at least that’s what you say.
All you do is make it worse
Make it more painful everyday
I don’t want your pity
It just makes me feel shame
I don’t want your apologies
It’s not your fault
All I want…
Is for you to leave
I deal with my problems
I deal with my past
Another teardrop in the rain
Another page in the book
The memories get lost in the others
Leaving me hooked
Hooked to the pain
The memories
No gain
Just an endless pool of blackness
That loves to pull me in
And never let me out again
So here I am
Sitting in the dark
And there you are
In the single pool of light
Trying to bring me out
But I won’t
I like it here
I’m hooked
I’m addicted
I’ll never leave
The pain mesmerizes me
Please…
Just leave
Go while you can
Before you feel it to
That pull to it all…
The everlasting darkness
