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Paris ahhhh the city of love.

There was so much to do and so much to see. It was the city of love and I was in desperate need of it.

The people where so genuine and nice, I loved it. I've been to the Eiffel tower at least 3 times and that's because I go to this restaurant every morning for breakfast crepes.

As of now I'm in my room at the Grand Lavendale Suites. It over looks the city perfectly with a view to live for at night time. The stars shined so bright you could reach your hand out and feel like your so close to feeling them.

It was one thing missing though and I couldn't deny the love I've grown for this man so quickly.

I mean his brother was fine but he was no Javier. My sweet Javier.

I know he's the one for me, I feel it in my stomach and the feeling gets stronger every minute I think about him.

When I left I regretted it, I felt as though I over reacted as if we could have sat down and talked about it but I have no way of finding him.

My love.

I looked down over the pastel decorated balcony onto the streets of Paris. The site was indeed beautiful but it came to a stop when I seen a black suv swerve up in front of the hotel.

My face held a confused look as I looked down to be nosey.

Then he stepped out. Oh Javier, he came to see my black ungrateful ass.

He looked around before placing his hand on his hips. He looked frustrated so I decided to call his name.

"Javier!" I yelled down towards him. However he didn't glance up, not once. I kept calling his name but he didn't budge.

Then it occurred to me, that's not Javier just a mere look alike. I'm going insane.

This isn't a love story and I have to remember that. He's probably busy with drug trafficking to even notice we aren't talking.

"That's not true Bella." I heard the voice I've been longing to hear.

I turned around to the door way of the balcony to see the man of my dreams standing there with a bouquet of roses in an all black/grey suit.

To say he looked good was an understatement. He looked gooooood and I could smell his fresh cologne all the way over here. I wanted to jump on his bones and my lady down there was jumping at the thought of him touching me.

"Oya I'm deeply sorry for the way that I acted towards my brother, I simply didn't know and I don't want no man touching you. Your mine and I'm not comfortable to the idea of sharing you." He spoke slowly walking over to me.

He grabbed my hand and kissed it gently as I felt my heart jump against my chest.

"Forgive me." He spoke up louder. I nodded my head yes and hugged him.

"Make love to me Javier." I softly spoke wrapping my arms around his neck making our foreheads connect.

"Mm say my name again like that and your wish is my command." He growled.

To say I was turned on was an understatement. I was like little ceasers pizza, hot and ready but just for him.

"Make love to me Javier." I purred rolling my R's.

He looked as though he wanted to but something was stopping him.

"I can't, I respect you to much to treat you like some common whore. You deserve the best and I haven't given it to you so I don't deserve you." He spoke ashamed with his head down.