That way I can love him with no regrets. I have a one sided love and it hurts. He notices me, but he doesn't talk back. He realizes that I am in this world, but he doesn't know I'm real, so am I real or not? Does he know that I've been with him this entire time, or not? Does he know that I trust him to do whatever he wants with me? He can leave me in the parking lot while he's on a date with his girlfriend at Mandarin. They can spend as much time as they want inside, as long as it means that he's with me for the rest of the night.
Does he realize that one day I'll disappear and he'll never see me again?
Maybe I'll just leave for now.
I'll let him find me if he wants me...
