The Little Toy Lion

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Phil's POV
This was just fucking bull shit.
I'm so fucking done with Dan I hope I never see him again.
I think to my self as paced up and down my dorm trying to think of what to do,
I had no idea so I went to the one thing that I could do.
I took the blade in my left hand and started violently slicing my right wrist as hard as I could.
"fuck you" I grumbled
"fuck him"

*************************************
three months later

I perched my self on the edge ready to jump 1. 2. 3. Bang Bang Bang
I jump but instead of off the great fall that used to lay before me I jump out of my sleep and landed back safely onto my floor (were I had fallen asleep I guess) Bang Bang Bang I heard again.
I shifted around to the shaky door.
"Just a minute!"
I yell quickly putting on a suitable jumper that would cover my cuts.
Bang Bang Bang the door rattled again. "I SAID JUST A MINUTE!"
I yelled back in response when it hit me
I hadn't shown up at school in the past three months...
I don't know if it's because of Dan
but I just can't bring my self to do it.
I will admit sometimes I do get a bit carried away with cutting and crack that I kinda forget about school.
doubt Dan still even remembers me I mean we haven't talked at all and it's not like I'm worth remembering.
Bang Bang Bang "Lester!"

"ok, ok I'm coming" I say softy walking over to the door.
"Mr.Lester..." Mrs.Carly said as she appeared on the other side of the now open door.
"it's Phil but yeah"
"Philip Michael Lester you have not shown up for class in the last three months we thought you were dead!"
"I am dead, and good luck getting to come back because I'm not"
I snap shutting the door on her.
I walked over to my bed and pulled out my phone to watch the newest episode of the walking while I cut some more.

Dan's POV

I sat down in the red chair in front of her desk my cuffed hands hiding under the table I just pray to God that they are not going to tell me that I'm going to jail.
"Mr.Howell do you know why you are here?" the head mistress questions
"I'm going to jail in Manchester aren't I..." She giggled at my comment then stated "not this time I'm afraid but for this if about your good pal Phil"
ohhh God please don't be dead!
"We want to make a deal with you,
we will set you free from the asylum if you promise us you will talk to Phil"
"why..." I say in disbelief
"well you see Phil is in kind of a rough spot in his life right now and so are you you know with ending up in the school jail and what not so maybe if you guys just have a casual evening together dinner on us little night on the town sort of thing, then maybe you guys could straighten each other out"
"well I'll have to check my schedule and you know what no" I state
"there is no way on earth, heaven or hell that you could get me to talk to Phil again" I look at my officer and he leads me out.

*************************************two weeks later

"So do you know your script?"
Marie asks fixing my fringe.
I sigh deeply as she moves to my blazer and adjusts it ever so slightly.
"yup all right here" I say holding up my cue cards.
"good boy" she then says dabbing my sweaty forehead with her cloth
"it's a big day are you sure your ready"
"nope"
"ahh you'll do just fine"
I roll my eyes and she kisses my forehead.
"go get him tiger..."
"your should I say lion" she winks at me handing me a little stuffed lion with a rose in its mouth and a card.

I walk out of the extra dorm I was getting ready in and am greeted by the head mistress once more.
"ok you know what to do he should be in his dorm we told him that there was a fire drill soon so he should be wearing appropriate clothing for the weather already"
"ok...here goes nothing"
Nock Nock Nock
"go away I already know there is a fire drill in a minute" he yells from the other side of the door.
"come on Phil open up" I answer trying not to sound like my self.
The door soon swung open and there was Phil looking as terrible as ever.
"umm..." "oh I..."
I pull out my cue cards and start to read.
"Good evening young sir/best friend
As it is a lovely night me my self and I got a bit lonely so- oh fuck this the head mistress said she would let me move the hell out of this dump if I went on a date with you"
"shit" Phil just says in reply.
"oh and..." I handed him the Lion and the card.
"and so you are wanting me to go on a date with you so you can get a one way ticket out of this hell hole but I get nothing off it?"
he asks scanning the front of the card.
"I guess so..."
"Dan this is ridiculous I'm not gunna go on a date with you"
fine he leaves me no other choice.
"Phil baby come on, I know you into me don't even try to hide it" I say moving closer and stroking his cheek.
"No...Dan...I" he stutters trying to hold in a moan waiting on the end of his breath.
"aww come on baby I need your sexiness on meee" say enjoying his reaction to all this as I push him backwards and against a wall of his dorm. I kissed his neck until he took control witch I knew he'd do.
He stuck his lips on to mine but it was too far.
"We should go out now"
"y-yeah" Phil looked down in shame.
"just lemme go change"
"k" I said as he took a black tux matching mine into the bathroom.
I looked around his room it looked mostly the same but every thing was much darker and most of his old posters where ripped and shredded
I sat down on his bunk and looked his end table, it actually took me a wile to notice the bloody pair of scissors and bag of crack. My heart melted.
wait! was I getting feelings for him again?
no
maybe...
"hey wachu lookin at?" he said opening the bathroom door again.
"oh...um nothing" I say jumping up
"Oh ok let's go then" he said grabbing my arm and dragging me out the door.

***

"yeah so I said...Well I think that's in Mario" Phil yelled out laughing finishing the story of his first girl friend,
it was good to be with him again
to hear his laugh
to see his blue eyes light up again
maybe I really do love him
maybe I have fallen.
"what about you Dan don't you have any funny stories"
"no not really just incredibly sad ones"
I pouted.
"well I'm sure they are still interesting let's hear!" the alcohol was definitely getting to him by this point.
"well my first dogs name was Dundee and he was super cool we had loads of fun together but one day he got cancer in his hips and my parents were too cheap to pay for surgery so one day my dad said he was taking him for a walk but when he came back all he had was a shot gun and a shovel...
in a way I guess he did the right thing but it was still hard, after that is when things started to get complicated with my dad alcohol addiction but..." I shrugged.
The bill came and I payed it quickly before Phil and I walk out into the cold parking lot.
He started to shiver so I gave him my coat and put my arm around him.
"Dan that story was really sad"
"yeah Welkom to my world"
"I lo- oh no!" Phil yelled after dropping the stuffed lion I gave him.
"It's all good I'll get it" I say walking over to the other side of the parking lot to get it. I bent down and had it in my hands then all the sudden BANG SMASH CRASH
and every thing was black

A/N plot twist haha

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