Trouble

chapter one

It was a normal day to her, going to sixth form then to cable cafe for work then coming home to a lonely house. She never had the perfect life. Her parents were always working, they were never there to see her take her first steps, celebrate her birthday, say her first words or to take her to school on her first day of nursery. She never had a happy life until she took up boxing. When she boxed she was a different person yet things went through her mind taunting her, telling her "You're a mistake that's why your parents don't love you" "Your worthless" "Your own parents are disgusted by your presence" "You're ugly" and she believed every word, that's when the self-harming began.

She was an outcast. No-one wanted to be her friend because of rumours that circulated around the entire school. People saw her as a freak or a weirdo because of the way she dressed but the main reason no one wanted to befriend her was because she barely spoke to anyone. No-one knew who she was and why she barely spoke but they didn't care. She was constantly bullied until one day she had enough of everything.

"Hey, freak", one of the populars taunted her. The girls of the popular group practically looked like talking vampire oranges but the boys of the popular group looked somewhat normal. Yet she didn't say anything, she just carried on walking.

"Oi, don't walk away you, slutty skank." Another popular said.

"Yeah bitch" "Yeah" "As if she'll talk she's a fucking mute" "Slapper" "Slut" People mumbled.

She couldn't take the constant comments and rumours any more so she stopped walking and slowly turned around to face the populars.

People gasped in shock as well as surprise, a crowd started to form around her and the group. It was a change, she never once even bother to reply back to them but today she did. She didn't know why she did it but it was too late for her to back out since there was a crowd already formed around her and a the populars.

A few mumbled "What is she doing?" and the rest just slienced in shock.

"What do you want?" She snarled. She surprised herself, as well as the crowd that gathered, even the populars were in shock but hid it not so well.

"Oh, it finally speaks" Betty, one of the populars exclaimed. Betty was one of those typical bitchy yet caked faced, slutty girls who thought she was better than others when she truly wasn't.

She hissed "Didn't you hear me, I said" she says slowly "What do you want?"

"You think your bad now, don't you, huh? Well you're not bitch; you're just a mistake who has no-one. I mean, where is your mummy and daddy? I don't even know why you're still alive, you should kill yourself" Austin cut in trying to stand up for Betty but she wasn't fazed by it she was pissed, furious, ireful, wroth, and indignant, you name it.

"What if I did kill myself huh? Would you guilt-trip yourself for being one of the reasons I fucking killed myself, would you, cause I sure think so! All of you would, wouldn't you?" She sassed Austin but she wasn't finished there she was just getting started. To say she was pissed was an understatement, she was fuelled with impassionate fury. The crowd increased by the second, everybody was in astonishment that she even had the guts to say that yet she continued "Funny thing is if I did kill myself it would be your fault" she looked at everyone "and all of you would be fucking murders. How would it fucking feel to know that you called someone worthless, a slut, a bitch, a slapper, a whore, a freak, a bastard or something else? How would you feel if I said that to you and meant it? You're all just a bunch of assholes who think it's fucking funny to bully someone when it bloody isn't! Words hurt more than a slash to the heart because it taunts you forever and eventually you start to believe. Well let me tell you something, you don't even know me yet you all say shit about me which isn't even true because none of you fucking know me yet you all seem to think you do. So if you're going to do shit or talk shit about me say it to my face, you fucking cunts. Don't even try and come up with a shitty comeback Austin. I mean, you wouldn't want a blow to the stomach because let's be honest do you really want to provoke a boxer" She eventually finished her rant towards Austin, well really to everyone, and yet no teacher even bothered to detach the crowd.