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(Brasil)

I sat in the middle of my floor thinking. These last 5 weeks have been hell. My mind has just been dazed. I just don't kno what to do. I've been ignoring August . Roc comes over every day and we talk on the phone every night. We hang with eachother in school. I've tried so hard not to catch feelings because I don't want to get hurt. I haven't spoken to my mom since that night.She told my dad and he tried to kill scar. My dad walks in my room about ever hour to check on me. It's Saturday and I have nothing to do. Roc is coming to get me in a few minutes tho. I feel like I can trust him enough to call him by his nick name. Instead of Chresanto . I got up and changed into some blue jeans and a plain white t shirt. I put my hair in a bun and tied a white bandanna around my head I put on my forces and white watch as soon as the door bell rung. I grabbed my new iPhone 6 that Roc got me for and early birthday present . My birthday is in like 2 months . Or whenever.I jogged to the door and grabbed my house key of the hook and put in around my neck. I opened the door expecting Roc, but seen August . I rolled my eyes and started to close the door back. He stopped it with his foot .

"Knox. I think there is someone at the door for you" I yell ,knowing that no one was home but me.

"Brasil please don't do that." He grabbed my hand " I just wanna talk to you " I look at my watch then back at him."just let me in baby . "

"I'm waiting for someone . " I say looking around.

"Brasil baby. I can't do this anymore. It's been a month and a week baby. I haven't talked to you in so long , just hearing your voice right now has me hard as hell. I don't kno what I was thinking that night baby . I got caught up in the moment " He steps closer to me. I back up. "Let me in ma. I'm sorry . " I stick my hand back and lock the door and sat on the stairs waiting for my ride. He sat beside me.

"Sorry doesn't fix anything . That hurt" I say looking out at the road

"But baby. I'm sorry I really am. I know I hurt you baby. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you baby.i was supposed to be there baby.i love you so much" He leans in to kiss me and I lean back as the blue Charger pulls up.

" I'm sorry August . I just need some time ok" I say hoping up . Roc gets out of the car and smiles. I walked to him and we did our hand shake and laughed.

"Really ? Bros before hoes?" August threw his hands up " I love you Brasil . "

"You ready to go?" Roc asked me. I nodded and got in the car. I looked out the window at august as we pulled off."What was that about?"

"He said he sorry " I shrugged .

" Oh. You still not talking to your mom" He looked over at me.

"I don't know what's wrong with my mom . . . I honestly just don't know " I chuckled . "I don't even think she wants to talk to me but its all good ."

"Why would Your mom not want to talk to you ?" I shrugged again . "You wanna go chill at my house ? "

" Yea we can."

I seen a smirk go across his face.i shake my head . He reaches across my chest flicks my chin playfully . We both laugh. He reaches over and grabs my thigh. I moved his hand laughing

"Stop it Roc. Pay attention to the road"

"Ok dang." He laughed and moved his hand.

We pulled up to his house and he got out and opened the door for me. I got out and hopped on his back . We walked up to the door and went in and some girl was walking out . She was short and had a little weight . She looked at me up and down and smirked . I just smiled and Roc kept moving