The Monster I Am

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"Phil how could you love me? I'm a monster! You can't love me. You just can't. I have lived my whole life in darkness, hiding from the world, and yet you still find a way to love me. I don't- I don't even know how my broken heart can love again! Phil, just whatever you do, if you really love me, let me go,"-Cathrine

*The phone call after Angela Left*

Cathrine's POV:

"Hello*cough*"I blew my nose on a box of tissues.

"Hey Cat*sneeze*Cathrine,"I heard Phil say from the other end.Yay....

"Hey Phil..."Awkward silence filled the connection of the phone until Phil coughed real bad.

"Are you okay?"I asked worried.

"Yeah, I fine,"Phil's voice sounded rasped and terrible.

"Are you*cough*sure?"I yawned.

"I'm fine Cathrine. Dan is out getting me medication,"

"O-okay,"I said looking down at my feet,"Look Phil,I have to go,"

"Wait! Cathrine...D-Do you think you could come over later? I really need to talkz to you,"

"Talkz?"I asked.

"Yeah Talkz, duh,"Phil coughed.

"I-I'll see if I can,"I say and hung up right as Angela came through the door.

"Hey, who were you on the phone with?"Angela raised her eyebrows.

"No one...."I shrugged.

"Sure, right, Um...Can we stop at Dan and Phil's house once you feel better?"Angela asked.

"Why don't we go after I take some medication?"I smiled and sneezed.

"Okay!"Angela handed me the NyQuil.

I took some and instantly  felt better. I grabbed my Star Wars jacket and followed Angela out the hotel and towards Dan and Phil's house.

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Angela's POV:

I knocked on the door and Dan opened with a surprised look on his face.

"A-Angela?What are you doing here?"Dan stuttered.

Cathrine narrowed her eyes and looked between me and Dan.

"Is something going between you both?"Cathrine asked.

"Wha-What nooo,"I say quickly.

Cathrine raised her eyebrows and smirked,"Okay, well...I'll just leave you two,"She looked at me and winked.

"Phil's in his room!"Dan yelled.

"I was actually going to scope out the fridge!"Cathrine yelled back.

"My god,"I muttered.

"She's not going to eat all our food, right?"Dan asked.

"No...I think,"I bit my lip.

"Oh well, I was just about to make a video, wanna join?"Dan asked.

"Hell yeah!"I grinned fangirling on the inside.

"Great! Let's go,"Dan grabbed my hand and dragged me to his room.

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Dan's POV:

I dragged Angela into my room and blushed at its messiness. I turned on the camera and sat on the bed.

"Hello Internet,"I said smiling,"I have a special guest and she is Angela,"

I waved my hand and Angela awkwardly came and sat on my bed.

"Uhh...Hi,"Angela waved at the camera.

"So Angela, what do you want to talk about?" I asked.

"What...oh um...I don't know,Dan. Do you enjoy the Phandom community?"She asked. I blushed.

"The thing where Phil and I are together together?"I asked,"Umm...I guess it's okay, but it's not like its going to happen any time soon with Phil sick and all,"

Angela covered her mouth in shock,"Are you telling the phandom that phan is going to be a thing?"

"What! N-no. I already like another person and Phil will always be best friends,"I said a little too quickly.

Angela blushed,"A-and who is that?"

Of course me, being the stupid twat I am and forgetting about the camera and yesterday, leaned in and kissed Angela. I rested my forehead on hers. She started breathing real heavy.

"D-Dan...the camera...it's on and we are being recorded,"She whispered.

"Bloody hell,"I muttered and smiled at the camera,"Well, i hope you all liked the show, you creepy pervs. Goodbye internet!" I turned the camera off and looked at Angela.

She smiled and looked down at her feet,"I-I think I should tell you my story,"

*TO BE CONTINUED IN ANGELA'S STORY*

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Cathrine's POV:

I knocked on Phil's door and it slowly opened by my knock. I guess the door wasn't shut  all the way. I popped my head through the door and saw Phil sleeping. He looked soo cute, until I tripped over my own feet and fell right on the floor. I looked over at Phil and saw he had not woken. i let out a breath I kept in. Angela came barreling in the room and looked at me on the floor and Phil asleep.

"Cat! You pervert trying to get a peek,"Angela joked silently.

I blushed,"H-He probably has clothes on underneath the blanket,"

"Okay...I'll be outside taking a walk with Dan. Can you do me a fave and watch his new video. I need you to get the haters away if there is any hate mail,"Angela winked and walked out the door.

I let out a breath and sat up. I looked at Phil's face. His beautiful eyes stared right at me...Wait..crap!

"Uhh...Cathrine?"Phil reddened a little. I felt my face heating.

"Y-Yes...Phil?"I asked.

"What are you doing in my room?"He asked.

"Oh...uh...N-no comment,"I stuttered.

"Oookay.....umm...I-I need to get dressed...I'm just in shorts,"Phil sat up using the blanket as a cover.

"O-Okay..."I blushed even more and walked out. Wait...Was Phil covering his chest? Weird...

"Kay...You can come in,"I walked in. Phil was wearing a Nyan Cat shirt.

"S-So what did you want to talk to me about?"I asked fiddling with my fingers.

"Well...I was wondering if you wanted to go out...and hang at Starbucks?"Phil asked.

"Wh-why?"I asked.

"B-Because I think I l-love you,"Phil blushed and looked at the floor.

"Phil how could you love me? I'm a monster! You can't love me. You just can't. I have lived my whole life in darkness, hiding from the world, and yet you still find a way to love me. I don't- I don't even know how my broken heart can love again! Phil, just whatever you do, if you really love me, let me go,"I just spilled out my darkest secret...Crap...Oh. Frickin.Crap!




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