(Hiccup x Reader) Dark Paradise

(Ch. 5) Just the way I cope?

(A/N) Real quick, I have an idea and when you are done reading this chapter,  please read the author's note at the bottom, alright continue. :)

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You got back to berk and landed by Hiccup's house. You got off of Ivy, and heading in the house. It was quiet so you thought Hiccup was gone, or still sleeping, You gave 2 fish for Toothless and Ivy, which they gladly took. You wasn't hungry so you just sat there and was thinking. You pulled up your sleeve to reveal your scarred arm. You sighed and just stared at it. You snapped out of thought when you heard Toothless grunt. You looked at him and widen your eyes. You pulled down your sleeves and you said, "Don't tell anyone please?". You had pleading eyes, and he finally nodded. 

You were relieved and then you heard Hiccup asked, "Don't tell anyone what?". You were praying to the gods he didn't saw your arm. You said, "How I caught so many fish..?", you nervously laughed. He stared at you for a little bit and finally said, "Oh, okay, anyway wanna go on a 3 day trip with me?". You nodded and asked,"When?". He said in a couple of hours. You nodded and he left. You sighed in relief, he didn't find out.

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It's been a couple of hours and you packed up some clothes and other stuff you will need. You load it onto Ivy. You smiled at her and started to pet her head. You heard wings flapping, and turned around. You saw Hiccup and he smiled. He said, "It's time to go.". You nodded and got on Ivy. Y'all started flying north-west. You flew almost touching the clouds, you smiled and patted Ivy to fly closer to the clouds. You put your hand in the clouds and smiled even more. Up here you felt free. It was the best feeling in the world. You laid your back on her back. You just watched the scenery. In the corner of the eye you caught Hiccup staring at you. You blushed a little and got up. You said, "Why are you staring at me?". He blinked and blushed madly. He said while shuddering, "O-oh. Um.. no reason j-just erm.. looking?". You giggled because it was just so cute. (A/N Got to admit..it's fucking adorable.) He blushed even more and looked away. 

Y'all kept flying till y'all saw a small island. You both flew down there and landed safely. You looked around. It was so pretty. There was a little creek, and some birch trees. (A/N if you don't know what a birch tree looks like google it.) It was fairly nice. Hiccup was doing what he does, draw, name, and explore. You were walking around and you saw a huge tree and when I say huge like damn. It was a huge oak tree, you looked up and saw the leaves. It was very calming. You were looking at all the sides. You found it had a hole and there was a huge tunnel-ish type thing going down. You called Hiccup over and y'all were going in. You were first and five feet later you saw a slight hide out. It was perfect to stay the night in. Thank gods your dragons and fit thru the hole. Y'all set up camp, you making the fire,  and Hiccup writing in his journal. You took out the fish that you bought, gave Toothless and Ivy some and cooked you and Hiccup some. 

Y'all were eating, and Hiccup finally said, "So, what do you think of this place?". You looked at him and said, "It beautiful, I love it.". You smiled, and continue eating. He mumbled,"You're beautiful.". You most definitely heard it and slightly choking on your fish. He didn't notice. Thank gods. You both finished eating and set up y'all beds. Y'all talked a little bit about random things and laughed and such. You were happy for once. But..when you knew he was asleep, those negative thoughts came back. They were hitting you hard this night. You got up not daring to wake Ivy, Toothless, or Hiccup. You rummaged thru your bag till you found your knife. You pulled up your sleeve. You cut a few times while quietly crying. You didn't even hear Toothless walk up to you till he nudged your arm. He gave you a sad look, you were still crying, you pet him with your other arm. You wiped your tears, and cleaned up. You looked at Toothless and hugged him. You were both laying down, and you fell asleep in his wings.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE~~

That was kinda hard to write for me. I don't know about y'all but this stuff gets to me. Anyway that's not what I want to talk about.  I have an idea and I need someone's feed back on this. I LOVE anime. Like damn.. SO I was thinking I would make one shots about the anime Free! Iwatobi swim club. Or Black butler.  OR other anime that I can't think of. But I need some feed back on this ya know.. Um.. I will take request of coarse. If you do request something and I don't 'type' it then I'm sorry. Very sorry. So yeah.. give me some feed back and yeah bye.?