(Garmau Story) The Start -HOLD-

Forgive and Forget

Aphmaus POV-

Its been a day since I've seen Garroth Laurence and the man I hopefully saved,

 I'm worried about this who shot him, why did they shoot him,

 to get my mind off things I've renovated the streets I turned the roads from mossy rotten wood boards to clean cobble paths

 I've collected all the resources for my house all I need to do is clear the trees and some dirt so I can start on my house,

 I built Phoenix drop a dock and made some stairs leading to my house and the beach , since my soon to be house is on the hill next to it ,

 I visited Kawwai~chan today but she was not home no one was home I think everyone was with that man, every time I go to see him Kiki tells me that I can't see him,

 I think people have been avoiding me because they think I did it, I might just go see the person who won't want to avoid me Laurence....

I walk through the streets to see a man leaning on a tree, Whos? Wait its Laurence haha its so dark

"And I though my day was bad until my eyes laid upon the beauty that is you Aphmau" Laurence said as I walked over to him

"Did you practice that?"

"No, I'm speaking the truth my love"

"Laurence don't call me that, second where is everyone, are they avoiding me?" I started to tear up my life is bad already and people might be accusing me of murder to a random man who I did not meet yesterday when I met everyone

"Hey don't cry please!, No one is avoiding you! I promice!" He said cupping his hands wiping away my tears

I push him away

"YOU DONT KNOW THAT DO YOU!" I started crying running away, I could hear Laurence yelling and running after me, but I just ran to Garroths house and locked the door, and bawled my eyes out right by the door

"Aphy Let me in" Laurence called banging on the door

"NO YOU KNOW NOTHING JUST GO!" I yelled

"Aphmau-"

"NO I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT GO HOME LAURENCE! please....." I yelled walking into the bathroom

"Alright..." I heard him walking away

I looked in the mirror

Ive thought about this, I just need to forget, about everything and everyone....

"Heh You've let yourself go Aphmau, Look at you, Ugly faced as ever" I said laughing at my red eyes wiping my tears away

"I don't think your ugly faced" A person said leaning against the door

"AH!" I yelled falling onto the ground

"Haha here" It was Garroth he put his hand out

I grabbed it and he pulled me up

"H-How did you get in here?" I said rubbing my eyes

"Its my house and, Ive been here long enough to know you were crying by the door" He said with his hands on his hips

"Y-you heard that huh....." I said looking down biting my lip

"Im going to ask, you this, If you need to ever talk about it, Im here" He put his hand on my shoulder and his fingers under my chin pulling my face up

"Thank you Garroth, Really for everything, I-I think I just need some rest now...." I said smiling

"Alright, Good night" He said walking out into the kitchen

"Good night..." I said walking into the bedroom

I layed down and stared at the ceiling

"If I had not have left, UGH im so stupid!" I mumbled to myself as

I though of my parents and that I have, HAVE HAVE HAVE, to forget them.....

Forget ugh forget.....

And forgive myself for being so STUPID

Maybe I should forgive them for what they did

Or should I?

Hm.....

"Are you sure you are okay?" Garroth said walking in with two cups

"IM FINE!, I mean, Yes? I guess im better than I will ever be hah" I sat up

"Here" He handed me a cup filled with Hot chocolate

"Thanks Garroth" I grabbed it and just stared at the marshmallows floating on the surface

"What happened, between y-you and Laurence?" He said sitting next to me

"Hm , Oh I just asked why everyone had been avoiding me lately, I-I-I *sigh* Im feeling invisible" I said tearing up

"Are you kidding!, Everyone here has been waiting to see you, But everyones so caught up on Brendan, the man you saved!, their busy, EVEN I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU, DID YOU DO THE UPGRADES TO THE VILLAGE!" He said turning looking at me ecstatic

"Yeah, I thought I would get my mind off, everything I-im sorry If I caused any trouble" I said running my finger around the rim of the cup

"ARE YOU KIDDING! THE RENOVATIONS ARE AWESOME! Our OLD Lord did nothing that good, He did not even care about anyone in the village, all he did was sit in his room everyday, But you, you've only been here for a day and you have Saved someone's life, Made best friends, Fixed a village and Stole someone's heart, YOUR A WALKING ANGEL!" He yelled taking off his helm laughing

"I would not say that" I laughed with regret

"Are you kidding your amazing" He said staring at me blushing

"Thanks I guess, Uh Garroth D-did you ever forgive yourself and others for their actions towards you? even how your mother ran and left you and told you to f-f-forget her..." I said tearing up again

"Shhh hey," He wiped my tears

"I Forgave them long ago, although as much as I want to go back and do many things, I know I cant and as for my mother, I forgave her in time, She left for my own good, and She did that to protect me, Even though she was the one who needed to stay, I just had to Forgive and Forget"

He said laying down tearing up staring at the ceiling

Hmm To Forgive and forget....

"I-I-Im sorry I asked Garroth, But I will be out of here tomorrow, don't you worry" I said placing my cup on the bedside draw

"Y-Y-Y-your leaving?" He shot up

"Not the village just out of your personal space, I will build myself a house tomorrow and be out by tomorrow night" I said laying down

"O-oh Alright then, OH! I forgot to tell you, Our Lord or Former Lord has died many weeks ago, no one is mourning him because he had no one to mourn about him for, I was wondering if maybe You would-" I cut him off

"Ill think about it, Ive got a lot on my mind so, I will think" I said smiling

"Well its just that I need an answer by Saturday, If you don't mind M'lady" He said jumping off the bed

"Sure thing, But now goodnight Garroth" I said laying down closing my eyes

"G-Good night M'lady" He said closing the door

Lord Aphmau? Hmmm might just take him up on that offer, but I have 2 days to think, Ill decide soon.....